I don’t feel like I belong. I never have.  I can feel completely alone in a room FULL of people.  Sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong century.  I have a decent job a wife and 3 kids that I love and adore.  They’re the only reason that I keep trying.  Maybe [...]

I don´t know why am i writing her. I don´t feel sad or happy, just numb. Like everything is so far from me and even if I try to reach for something everything disappears. Incloding me with it. I don´t understand whats wrong with me? Why do i feel nothing? In school i don´t let [...]

onisionspeaks is a youtuber who helps with problems such as depression. watching some of his videos sometimes get me through the day, they may help you too: youtube.com/onisionspeaks

to be able to hold your hand when you’re shaking from fatigue or frustration to kiss the back of your neck when i see you at the university to pick up the phone and call you whenever i want to hear your voice to hold you until i absorb every bad thing that’s ever happened [...]

Ok, at 50+ years old you would think I would be old enough to be wise, yeah…right. Two years ago my partner left me for a younger guy (quote: “She wanted the excitement”). That took me a year and a half to get over; the thoughts of darkness, the nights of fear and loneliness, often [...]

Have been depressed for the most part of my teen life, and I thought i’d conquered it in adult life, but tiny things offset it now… Am on H4, and hubby likes to restrict my freedom, he doesn’t know what it is to be a woman, and to be inside home all the time, he [...]

im 21 years old and i have tryed to kill myself alot (pills)(mixing pills with alc) hanging myself) ….. the resone i try is becuse i fell deaply in love with a girl that i have known all my life we were in 1st grade together and became friends well we fell in love and [...]

i’m tired. i don’t wanna be depressed anymore. if i can’t be happy, i’d rather end everything now. i’m living on 15th floor. it has a balcony. it’s so tempting. i can just jump off the balcony, then eveything will end in a second… right? i just keep think of my mom. she kinds of [...]

I don’t really have a story to tell other than I have been suicidal what seems like my whole life. Some days I just feel like my brain is hardwired to self destruct. But last night has pushed me so far that it is getting rougher, and I thought maybe posting would help. Right now [...]

I just dont feel motivated to do anything… I feel too weak to end it and too un motivated to change myself… guess i’m just a sorry excuse for a person….