Oh, this must be the conference room. 1666. Knock knock. Monkey Pizza ! What’s happening to the last digit dangling and rotating while opening the door ? Oh it’s flipped to a 9 ? Wow, the room so dark without the lights on. Oops.. I thought noone’s in this dark room. Sir, here’s your piz…Oh, [...]

I am almost 33 years old. Growing up I was always the “happy” one in the family. You see I was adopted at the age of 6, abandoned at the age of 2 1/2, grew up in foster care until a “suitable” family had been chosen for me and my two siblings. No one could [...]

Life has never been that great. I have been planning my death for 11 years. I’m almost 18. My mind has never been my friend. My parents rag on me every day and night. I go through school one day at a time. People yell at me and call me less then dirt. I am [...]

I’ve had a number of suicidal moments ever since I was a young teenager.  I typically get pretty down then get over it and move on.. but the suicidal feelings always return. Aside from my family, I’m all alone in the world.  No girlfriend, no friends. Nobody gives a shit about me.  I used to [...]

You want the whole truth about suicide? I’ll tell you… For the record, I’m usually very perspicacious in my writing, but for this post I may not be. I’m just pissed and upset and I’m going to tell it like it is. I’m tired of feeling pain. I’m tired of having nothing to look forward [...]

its been a long while since ive touched this site, but here i find myself again in a bad way. i feel like trash in many ways.. with who n how i am n how i look. it hurts bc i know its wrong n im only harming myself. i hope to never wake up [...]

I have been struggling with depression for the past the years. It all started when my Grandpa died because he was the closest thing to a father I have ever had. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore it’s so hard just to wake up in the morning. I haven’t really ever [...]

My birthday is coming up, wouldn’t it be ironic to do it that day?

Not a good day today. Never felt more alone in a room full of people then I do now. I have been married for over 22 years and four children of all I love, but things are overwhelming right now… tooo much. I tried to pull the trigger, but just couldn’t, even did it while [...]

“Hi, my name is Gerard. I’m just a bit concerned by the tendency of the medical profession and society in general to want to put a label on us as depressive people and therefore that there’s something wrong with us. I think that some people may have an inability to cope, and maybe this might [...]