Oh, this must be the conference room. 1666. Knock knock. Monkey Pizza ! What’s happening to the last digit dangling and rotating while opening the door ? Oh it’s flipped to a 9 ? Wow, the room so dark without the lights on. Oops.. I thought noone’s in this dark room. Sir, here’s your piz…Oh, [...]

I am almost 33 years old. Growing up I was always the “happy” one in the family. You see I was adopted at the age of 6, abandoned at the age of 2 1/2, grew up in foster care until a “suitable” family had been chosen for me and my two siblings. No one could [...]

Life has never been that great. I have been planning my death for 11 years. I’m almost 18. My mind has never been my friend. My parents rag on me every day and night. I go through school one day at a time. People yell at me and call me less then dirt. I am [...]

You want the whole truth about suicide? I’ll tell you… For the record, I’m usually very perspicacious in my writing, but for this post I may not be. I’m just pissed and upset and I’m going to tell it like it is. I’m tired of feeling pain. I’m tired of having nothing to look forward [...]

its been a long while since ive touched this site, but here i find myself again in a bad way. i feel like trash in many ways.. with who n how i am n how i look. it hurts bc i know its wrong n im only harming myself. i hope to never wake up [...]

I have been struggling with depression for the past the years. It all started when my Grandpa died because he was the closest thing to a father I have ever had. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore it’s so hard just to wake up in the morning. I haven’t really ever [...]

My birthday is coming up, wouldn’t it be ironic to do it that day?

Not a good day today. Never felt more alone in a room full of people then I do now. I have been married for over 22 years and four children of all I love, but things are overwhelming right now… tooo much. I tried to pull the trigger, but just couldn’t, even did it while [...]

“Hi, my name is Gerard. I’m just a bit concerned by the tendency of the medical profession and society in general to want to put a label on us as depressive people and therefore that there’s something wrong with us. I think that some people may have an inability to cope, and maybe this might [...]

You would think that being different would work for you.I handle all my personal business like a good person. I mean you’ve seen or heard about that guy thats not a typical idiot, that wants only to be happy and someone to share it with. All he ever thinks about is doing for others in [...]