Remember when we all dreamed of what we wanted to be when we grow up? What happened to that? I guess life has a funny way of showing you how your life is going to pan out. I have dreams. I have lots of dreams. But will I ever achieve them? I’ve been told over [...]

Sometime in the past 6 years, I found myself. I still know who I am… but I can’t be who I want to be. No, not because of peer pressure and whatnot. I genuinely have this sickness thats preventing me from doing the things I love and being the person I am. There should be [...]

or at least no worse than any other night. i wrote my letter. summoning the courage to do what i think is right. or what needs to be done. i resisted for so many years. these past days i woke up and fell asleep with the thought of suicide. well, thanks for creating this site. [...]

Just like you all I have experienced depression ,depression so bad that it drove me to almost killing myself and even praying death upon myself. Life seemed unfair to me, it was like everything I did failed ,it was as if God was against me ,I hated him for it and even went as far [...]

Largely, the posts here are of an intimate and personal nature. I have that. I have micro issues that wrought anguish, yes. But it’s the world, the macro, that really zings me. Take the oil gusher in the Gulf Mexico. I am not schizophrenic, but when I think of all those sea turtles and birds [...]

This  life isn’t mine is it? I feel so unaccomplished, and unloved. I am tired of doing for everyone else. Always being the hand someone needs but never getting anything in return. I have felt this way so many times throughout my 28 years of life. This episodes trigger…  Recently my husband of 7 years [...]

“Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know.” -Ernest Hemingway, author and journalist, Nobel laureate (1899-1961) I agree with Hemingway’s statement. I mean, the man suffered from depression and even committed suicide; he was no idiot. I think that everyone suffers from depression, whether it be a small problem or a big one, [...]

Basically, I’ve been suicidal since I was about seven years old. All in all that’s not as long as it seems, seeing as I’m only turning thirteen on Monday. Maybe it is a sort of long time, six years… yeah. Anyway, it all started when I found out my dad was a drug addict. He [...]

Over the past week or so I have left a comment or two on these forums as well as a post of my own about 10 days ago. This is not my first time using this website, I have posted in the past but I have always avoided becoming an active participant in the Suicide [...]