everything you write is fair and in no way you are being egocentric.

If you spend the time to read back postings from other people, you will see that 6 out of 10 are children placed in the house with bastard parents. If I could get hold of these parents I would knock them out and off forever. They are causing infinite harm to children who are victims, who are helpless and who have to go through hell because their mothers or fathers are psychotic, abusive or worthless scumbags.

So, that is the state of things. What you are going to have to do is asumme that and forget about that bitch of your mother, and watch out about your step father. It is a completely proven fact that single or divorced mothers with Daugthers always find a partner, whereas if their children are boys, they rarely or never find a partner. What I am saying is that the men who marry these women are not after the woman, but after the daughters, no matter if they are 9 or 10 years old. They will seek the means to climb their way to sexual abuse. If your mother is like that, the man who is with her will be no better. You say your 8 year old sister “loves” him. Certainly, at that age they divinize whatever a man is in the family but watch that closely, sooner or later he is going to try it. When that happens, report it to the police.

As per you, you must concentrate on doing positive things for you, work on your education, practice sport, stay away from bad companies or bad habits. Nothing that can represent a threat or a problem for you, as you already have enough. Once you get your education and you become independent, tell your “mother” 4 words. or more. For now, NOTHING of what she says has any meaning for you. However, as you still dont have the money to go away, simply dont talk back. You ll do it at the right moment.

O