he left me last night with a giant hole in  my chest, after months of silence the hole was numbed, i had let myself forget how much pain he causes when he is not there, and how much happiness he brings me when he is there. It was as if i had been starving myself, [...]

I’m not really “in pain,” or anything, but I do think about killing myself an awful lot.  I’m not really interested in anything, there’s nobody that I love, and everyone that loves or cares about me will also be dead in about 100 years anyway, and I don’t believe in an afterlife. There really is [...]

To Whom It May Concern; Hi, this is my story I have been diagnosed as having borderline personality disorder, manic depressed, anxiety attacks, and panic attacks. i do not like to leave my house if i don’t have to. i have committed suicide 12 times, with no affect.    my father died Feb 97. we were [...]

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For over six years, I have fought to live through a special person who has stood by me. But now, I am unemployed and I cannot find any jobs in the city where he lives. And, I cannot move there because I am not a citizen of that country. And, he had a job offer [...]

hi anyone who were unsuccessful comitting suicide using helium method then they must read an article about SARAH CHERRY who used to live in Preston,England and she followed the method from the book THE FINAL EXIT and she trie dit first time and she was dead so i hope there is hope for everyone of [...]

Back on August 28, 2003, two weeks after I get into school for my 7th grade year in middle school, my Grandpa Jon (Whom I’ve called Grumpy ever since I’ve met him) committed suicide by BB Gun in Mema’s (my great-grandmother) kitchen. My dad was depressed for some time before threatening mine and my little [...]

I live an uncomfortable life under my own roof. I am a 21 yr old indian girl who feels like there is nothing left to live for anymore. Everyday I hold the guilt of committing a big sin, hating my family! They aren’t the worst family around but neither the best. I hate them for [...]

you think you know how we feel? you come in here and try to make us feel better and give us false confidence. you dont know what its like to be the living dead. until you do. leave us alone.

I never doubted in my mind that I am a good person. Someone bumps into me, I say sorry. Someone needs my help, I go and help them to the point of being abused. All my life, I have tried to be responsible. I used to have it all. A happy family, a successful career, [...]