The day where I feel its okay to finally hang myself, the day I feel I can leave without anything unfinished. That day is mere weeks away. What an odd, and yet enthrilling feeling.
Archive for August, 2010
hi i’ed like to start out by saying im not really the suicide type this is just a vent for me really right now for me to calm down i havnt had the best life by my veiw point i lived in a lil apartment for most my life with my mother she would go [...]
Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings where we had shoulders smooth as ravens claws.
No remnants were ever found of it Turning the heart Vile With every fake smile Though no evidence was ever found It never went away completely I try to appellate a holy sound of it Another day gone Another night’s drawn Dark forces pull me underground And never went away completely How can I feel [...]
What do you know, sitting there in your ivory tower; hurling down vision-McNuggets, dipped in the special sauce of the establishment!
We are the World We are the nutters We are the ones to make a stranger day So let’s start writing poems I wrote this poem 8 days after officially becoming a nutter. Two days later I became a cutter
I am feeling like I can’t go on much longer. I can’t even think of how to put my words into context. I just feel worthless and have alot of emotional and physical pain. Really lonely and depressed. I have nobody other than my phsychistrist to talk to. It’s so frustrating feeling like life has ended [...]
27 years old male here from Canada. I have been diagnosed a severe depression in mid-August and the doc prescribed me Venlafaxine (Effexor). I was also forced out of work and forced back into my family, in my hometown. The only thing this drug seems to do is to suppress my emotions. It does not [...]
I’ve been spiritual all my life, I always had a strong sense of something (call it God if you like). It was always the thing that I listened to, prayed to, and lived through. I’ve always had bouts of depression, some of which so bad that I tried to end my life a few times. [...]
I just heard this old 80′s song and the lyrics made me cry, must have touched something inside of me. Thought I would share them, it’s a nice song too! These rivers run too deep With schemes of men for days that lay ahead They sell their souls so cheap They breed mistrust and fill [...]