This is so frustrating!
I’ve posted a long reply to the most recent thread-post by DMass here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/my-feelings-are-starting-to-scare-me/
and somehow this ‘awaiting moderation‘ thing suddenly showed up again, and hence my post is still pending! (what is this ‘awaiting moderation’ thing anyway??..and I’ve also noticed that some of you said your posts are mysteriously gone??.. wow…this is really bad!..is there any way the Mods or Admin of this website to know or fix it?..)
I actually am composing a thread about putting the ‘banding together’ idea into real thing. and also to put together ALL excellent ideas & ‘alternative theories’ here.
But then I figure that due to its urgency & immediacy, I feel that first, the utmost important thing that I really want to share with you, and all others here, is this:
have you guys heard the term ‘Indigo children’ ?
Go google it for some interesting readings.
and most especially, read the this website here http://www.indigochild.com/
scroll to the bottom for ten attributes/characteristics of Indigo children,
and see if ANY, or my guess is, MANY of you would perhaps possibly relate (as I could immediately relate to the descriptions so much that it’s shocking!).
And FYI, have you also heard the news (and I’m not talking about the usual, current ‘mainstream’ media news on TV, radio, that it’s all -as we know- mostly CONTROLLED by governments to conspire and ‘brainwash’ all of us who’re yearning for the real TRUTH anyways!), mostly available in unlimited, unrestricted online/internet : that currently the numbers of Indigo Children/kids is rising, increasing ??
that I’ve read that it will somehow have a HUGE, massive impact in to alter/create a ‘new world’, and to jump into the next ‘Higher Consciousness’ level that our current world right now?? does anybody know more and perhaps want to add here?..
this stuff is so mind-boggling & interesting!
I mean sure I’ve also heard about it before, but I’ve NEVER thought it could links so much with many recent posts & alternative ‘theories’ here (especially that posted by Pink404)!!
Seriously, we need to put ALL the important information,
and create a website (or something similar..), and put ALL these ‘alternative theories’ into ONE place,..so as not to scattered around and got ‘pushed behind’ by the new posts/threads, so ALL of us including new people who posted here can read and most probably also would relate/’connect’ with it!
We need to put all of this into REAL thing.
Let’s do this, everybody!
This is very interesting..! nothing else interests me as much as this whole thing right now (and I’m sure so many of you here might also feel the same, aren’t you?).
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In reply also to danielsmith’s most recent post about alien’s possibility (my reply to him unfortunately got ‘awaiting moderation’ thing again! so I’ll post in here again):
I just read the link, and this is a very interesting possibilities!
this stuff *does* seem to make sense,..especially combined with Pink404’s most recent letter post about the possibility that some aliens might already live here on Earth, among human beings, to observe ‘em, and perhaps to ACT when it’s the right time to act.
and it does make me wonder, if there’s a connection with the whole Planet shifting to a ‘Higher Consciousness’ level too?! (also pls read my new thread about the rise of Indigo Children here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/indigo-children-everybody-please-read/ )
ie: perhaps *THAT* would be the time where the Aliens would find it very interesting, and thus, appear to mankind/humans all of us, and thus related with the whole ‘end of the world/Judgment Day’ thing as pertinent usually in religions??
possibilities….possibilities!
Hey niki, what an ineresting post, thanks. Yeah i too have seen other very intersting posts on here (never saw this pink404 one tho and im very curious!)
Ive heard this ‘indigo children’ thing but never really paid proper attention to it (like lots of other stuff) but once it goes in your brain its like a worm with a life of its own (for me anyway) cause i try to not think about all these possibilitites (so that i dont go mental!) but low and behold, im going mental anyway cause these thoughts are in there with a life of their own whether i think im thinking about them or not. Like, you mention alien stuff and i saw that underground world post too. My stance on all this is i am one of those guys that sides with all the ones who ridicule it (makes for an easier life) but really my mind is going ‘jesus! this is probably going on you fool!’ but i keep all that to myself cause i dont want my mates thinking ive gone bananas! But i wonder if the same is happening to them too, maybe its not that no-one believes this stuff they just ‘choose’ to believe what suits THEM better (ie, who they THINK they are) which is the whole strict and precise brainwashing system. You know, when people laugh at the thought of alien life living amongst us, i dont see that they are ‘amused’ but rather scared or pissed off that what they think they know of the world could either not really be the truth (so they feel tricked or fooled and no-one wants that) or they just dont WANT anything/anyone else involved in the grand scheme of things, they really want to think that they are IT. Which really, whether you believe in all this stuff or not, is hugely stupid. Reminds me that we are still the same species that laughed when they were told the world was round. And imagine telling people even just 200 years ago that we would fly across the world in special craft and that we would have microwaves that cook food in seconds -we would have been called bananas. Plus one more thing, even just here on earth we have countless species on the land and at the bottom of the sea, in fact we cannot even get to the bottom of the ocean to see whats there so how can any rational person ever take the stance that he knows whats what even just on this planet let alone others.
Did you see that red rain in india thing? It rained red for 2 months. They all went beserk and thought it was the end of the world. Even the bible says that it will rain red from the skies! So their government confirmed that is was dust that had got caught up in the rain (and everyone felt better)(or pacified) but then scientists weren’t happy about that so they tested it, it wasn’t dust at all! it was living, it was alive! millions of living and moving particles. Now we now know for sure that LIFE has landed on this earth. But the important thing is that it’s miniscule so no-one really cares (except scientists and intelligent people cause they know just how significant this really is) no-one knows what that life will turn into and if this same thing has been happening for centuries. I mean maybe humans first started as miniscule forms of living matter and thats what evolution is? Or did apes just pop up fully formed on the earth??????
Regarding your banding together thing, just go ahead and set up a yahoogroup thing, i will join it whilst im still alive.
Very, very interesting post too, DMass!
especially about that red rain thing, oh my god..I’ve heard about the ‘rain’ thing but I never aware that it’s a RED rain!! now *that’s* really something,..isn’t it?? and yes, NEVER ever regards even just the smallest LIFE that ‘comes’ to Earth! ‘cuz you’ll never know what it’ll grow big into!..
and very true, I think majority of human beings just basically feel so much FEAR, that they just *choose* consciously what they WANT to hear and see!..although I’m sure that the Truth will always be the Truth, and it’ll even getting more obvious in the near future, that they won’t be able to simply shake it off this time!
Only the open-minded intelligent & ‘sensitive’ ones will able to understand first-hand about all these ‘mysterious’ things! not the close-minded & fearful ones!
Also, some other very interesting info regarding Indigo children phenomenom, and its connection with year 2012, and the ‘extra-power’:
http://english.pravda.ru/science/19/94/377/16593_indigo.html
also another very interesting article about the future ‘expansion’ of DNA, and the connection with Indigo Children & the what’s going to happen in possible near future:
http://tribes.tribe.net/thcsociety/thread/05fd53d8-3b0d-4b5f-b401-ff9675bf883c
Also research the M Theory, it’s taken the physicists a long time to admit this, boy did they try endlessly to not come to this conclusion as they had been fighting this notion for many years – but now multi dimensions too exists. M Theory is the closest revelation that we have to ‘the theory of everything’ we are now closer to truth. Just the same as everything is matter, there is also anti-matter. Just like the light theory (you know the one slit and the 2 slit and then the 2 slit theory) that you assume will create only 1,2 or 3 lines but no, it creates a mass of matter, which actually means that we are all moving around in a space that is shared by other life, it is less than millimeters away from any point in your body, you just can’t see it. We all have the ability to see with our brains but we are not there yet (hence I agree with your LSD question DMass)
Wouldn’t this M Theory (which has been scientifically proven) answer so many other ‘theories’? such as people seeing ghosts? Maybe they are not ghosts maybe they are just people in the next dimension to you? For some reason a quick turn of your head triggered some part of your brain to be allowed to see it? Maybe it explains why sometimes people think they saw something from the corner of their eye, or that they suddenly had a cold shiver – that saying “ooh someone just walked over my grave” how much truth is in that saying and where did such sayings come from? Maybe someone walked through your reality for a spilt second? Why have we all grown up saying things like “maybe in a another life” or “you’re on another planet you are”.
also look at this I found some time ago, an interesting video that connect with your indigo children stuff. It’s called ‘The Messiahs message’, please don’t be put off if you are not religious. I am not religious either, try to keep an open mind about it and not think about is as religious, you could think the same of this as you can about indigo children or aliens! Kind of the same.
http:// http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiXW4Yr7wh8&feature=rec-LGOUT-exp_fresh+div-1r-5-HM
And also this is a nice video called Divine Blueprint, about living your souls purpose (which I hear people on here talking of their purpose a lot)
http:// http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouJp3uUYqjs&feature=rec-LGOUT-real_rn-1r-16-HM
Hi, I feel a bit out of my depths here, in fact last night I was laughing at some of the posts. But I didn’t sleep well last night and I had funny dreams. Today at work I’ve been online all day with my colleagues and we’ve been exploring and I gotta say, for someone that has ‘been asleep’ all my life, I really feel that I am starting to wake up. It’s only been a day but like one of you have already said, I just can’t stop thinking now and thoughts that I don’t feel are my own are coming flashing at me.
Niki I read that indigo children info and I know one, she used to be my best friend and I thought she was weak and too forgiving and I treated her badly (I thought she needed to wake up and smell reality – how utterly shit do I feel now) evryone that met her commented on her eyes (how penetrating that were) and she could heal people (not with her hands or heal a broken leg) but she really could make people feel loved and happy.
Then I just also watched another link that someone else posted and that was lovely to and got me thinking more. You may not have seen my post about UFOs today but I mention (there’s a link) about this man that could summon up UFOs and it did it on TV for the news – I don’t know if its real, I didn’t care, it’s not about the man of the UFO, but now I am home, I just subconsciously said to myself ‘right God, what do you want to show me?’ and I clicked onto youtube and where they have tons of links to videos, there was one that stood out, it was just the picture that caught my eye and so I watched it and it made me cry, I haven’t cried in ages and I don’t cry easily but I really feel like something big is happening. Maybe you wanna see it too?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4JPx0eZdJQ&NR=1&feature=fvwp
Oh I meant to say something else but forgot! looking into indigo children and thsi new human that is evolving, a new deeper spiritual human (call is a mental illness if that’s easier for people to understand) but they talk of it having a new type of DNA so that is REAL (as in, in OUR reality here and cannot be denied) it never existed before the 70’s and was even more amongst us in the 80’s and sure enough, no over the age of 40 (I dont think) is diagnosed with these new ADD conditions are there? Also, isn’t that the time when DNA data basis were invented? Think about the hooha about police keeping all our DNA on record now and the crafty and illegal ways they go about getting it? Oh sure they con us all into thinking that those records are to catch the ‘criminals’ but we all know that is bullsh1t. Bet they are keeping a track of how many new enlightened species are here, AND why they trick us all into thinking that cos these poor sods don’t fit into ‘society’ very well, we should inject them with poison and look upon them as unwell. Wow, I’m seeing things a bit clearer now!
There is another piece of information out there that could possibly explain why the sightings of UFOs have dramatically increased of late and that is the fact that NASA bombed the moon. Did you guys here that? It’s not fictional btw or or a conspiracy theory, this information was released by NASA itself. But what is interesting about it is that NASA’s reason for doing it was to create a crater that would allow them to see if there is water underneath the surface, if there is then they can build stations etc on there for the astronaugts. Now, what NASA didn’t disclose was that (and this IS just a theory) that there is actually life on the moon (aliens) – put this together with the advanced technology of telescopes and therefore being lots of documented evidence that there is in fact something moving on the moon and is visible (so not such an unbelievable idea I guess) if this was true, that would ALSO explain this ‘war’ that president bush talked of because of course those aliens would come and seek revenge for the bombing and this would also explain the rapid increased in UFO sightings.
It would also explain something else (this is just the theory of many others, but not FACT) You know this pictures we see of aliens (whether they are real or not) mostly they are of the big black eyed, grey hairless bodied, 4ft variety aren’t they? Even the E.T. film portrayed as much. Now given that media is controlling what we think it is very widely thought that whenever hollywood release films such as these that they are injecting our minds that this thing is just theatre, it’s not real (so therefore you’re a lunatic with mental problems if you see one) Now if you go and check alien sightings caught on camera and photos etc of the modern day, they are mostly of this described kind (which are commonly called The Grey’s by everyone). Now seen as really, this is the only type of aliens that people are (or are not) seeing (but some footage is too believable to ‘not believe’ you have to be at LEAST open minded about it) (plus that the governments NEVER offer any other explanation or can prove the footage/pics wrong) then it is highly possible (but not fact) that from us bombing the moon, we have started a war.
So if that is the case, then why are they not attacking the common folk? Maybe they know that the people here are actually prisoners of the leaders and that we are not the actual enemy? Maybe they also know that we are far too brainwashed and vulnerable (to being called mental, or thinking we are deranged and could very well kill ourselves or go lunatic) if they contact us, that would not benefit either side.
Maybe crop circles are their more delicate and slower way to open our minds? Some of the crop circles of this year have actually had messages on them in mathematical code that has been translated by scientists (proven and documented) that say ‘we oppress the deceivers’ .
Just to throw another stone in the waters for you 🙂
Yeah that’s pretty much common knowledge, but NASA lied about why they bombed the moon, it was an ATTACK not to search for water. If you wanna find out more and find out why NASA has never returned to the moon, or ever explained why they haven’t despite being asked constantly, then watch this;
This is not nonsense, it is all evidence and the sources and named and accessible separate to this video;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIW2cLOgMl8&feature=related
Such an interesting post guys! And a good distraction for me right now, took my mind off my suicide for a little while. Yeah, I was reading this one and a couple of others and then looked up some of this stuff and I remembered when this guy where I work was talking about Hitler and the nazis either going to live on the moon and then later it changed to them living underground in earth. Totally lunatic right? Yeah, I am the sort that keeps an open mind but you don’t wanna keep it so open that your brain falls out!
Then these posts sent me on a trail to look stuff up. I am NOT an obvious believer of conspiracy theories tho I find em interesting (like films). I even distanced myself from my long term best friend who had got too involved with conspiracy theories for my liking (he became embarrassing) I mean, imagine saying ‘Hitler lives on the moon’ out loud in front of people.
But now I just put some things together logically; This is not relating to Hitler, but human (or alien) life in general: I always thought the moon looked too bare to have life on it and if there was life then it would probably be tiny insects or something, nothing very interesting. But then eventually all those admission and pictures came out where the travelers themselves admitted that they saw spheres and aliens when they landed and that they even took photos, but that these were airbrushed out so it looked remote. This is a now proven fact and all the ones spilling the beans have numerous times offered to swear on oath (but the government don’t want them to do that . . . hmm) The spheres on the moon appear to be entrances. These can now be seen with telescopes, these spheres (and now also mile long bridges) are not natural, they are manmade (so to speak) So it appears that these aliens live inside the moon. That is hard to fathom isn’t it? Not really when you think of it, why should life only exist on the very surface of something unless the planet is solid? That’s a bit like sailing on the seas and saying that no life could possibly exist inside the water.
So if human life wen to the moon and saw this, and learned from the aliens how to do this, then it is absolutely possible that someone or something is doing the same with our planet isn’t it? And lots of coal miners in England reported seeing stairwells and doors miles down underground and hearing electronic equipment down there. In one of these reported cases years ago 3 men who were nothing other than colleagues, were hospitalized and classed as insane after reporting it. How can 3 normally functioning adults suddenly become insane at the exact same time and together in they did not see and hear what was reported? Sounds like a cover up to me.
The human race has been gradually ‘dumbed down’ by giving all children injection in school and our food and water being tampered with. We literally are now like mini computers that only contain the data that they want us to contain. Hence why so many of us are suicidal or ‘mentally ill’
Look at this link guys; this discusses the credibility and mechanics of what you are talking about and you will see also connects bits of what you are all saying together, and also is a good explanation for our ice caps melting and the pictures taken from outer space of planet earth where a ‘black hole/cloud/smudge’ type thing was very visible at the north pole (which the government never explained)
http://www.librarising.com/hollow/heavenorhell.html
Oh, and for someone who is 41 and has never been religious or read the bible, I’m kinda starting to think about this heaven and hell thing. Being told as a kid that hell is down below and heaven is up in the sky was the most ludicrous thing that I ever heard and I never returned to religion or ever even respected it! Now ‘god coming from the sky’ doesn’t seem ludicrous at all! He could well be human(ish) too! All I know now, and coming from someone who has never given this kind of shit any serious thought – I don’t feel very good about going ‘down there’ no mater how fabulous it’s reported to be, especially seen as I have never spoke or thought of god or the bible my whole life, it all of a sudden seems to making sense (i haven’t read it tho I’m going off what I remember from school and what my mum told me and what some christians say) so I reckon if this brainwashing thing is true, we might be being prepared to enter into a new life down below, I reckon most humans would go too. I think VERY difficult times are upon us guys.
I read this and then went looking up online, blimey, have you seen all the giant holes in the earth and in the poles? The one in Russia is MASSIVE 3 miles in diameter and that most recent one in guatanamo (or however you spell it) and planes now can’t fly over the one in russia coz of the suction. I think it’s so weird that the earth is full of gigantic holes and yet we just accept em! Like it’s normal! So now I am even MORE convinced that I am not living amongst normal human beings (I am not referring to aliens here) but humans! What human in the right mind accepts that a hole the size of a town appears in their country and they just don’t care – it’s not even that they can say they don’t believe that the holes are there, coz they are there for anyone to go see, governments have admitted it, but the only reason I can see from them is for that recent one in guatanamo, they say that the earth just collapsed. How DUMB are we supposed to be?!
If I had woke up this morning and someone said to me, ‘I wonder how our alien friends in the centre of the earth are doing’ I would have assumed they are on acid, but I’m totally convinced now after researching it. And to think that we have all been assuming that these flying objects in the sky are from outer space, they are probably from here!! LOL
Blimey guys look at this link (if you’re interested in the hole in the north pole thing) a guy demonstrates USING GOOGLE EARTH (so he’s not invented this himself, anyone can do it!) that the hole in the north pole is directly in line with the black hole in space, it directly above it!! Then he even demonstrates what’s even above that and it’s a red hole called mersiah 101 or something (it opens up a google info document that tells you what it is, it’s a galaxy of some kind)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoKWxrtSdXA
This is good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP98GhB-hsM&NR=1
this is seriously getting interesting..
thanks guys for showing so much interests, and sharing the links & info too!
I’m currently figuring out how to keep all this great info into ONE single ‘place’
in most efficient manner,
or otherwise this thread (& along with all the info will get pushed to the back!)
Every person who is sick & tired with the current ‘system’, society & governments’ works should READ all these wonderful ‘secret’ info! (thanks to internet!)
In the mean time, keep this going please!
I am literally browsing the internet for all these ‘secret alternative theories’ and findings right now!! makes me shivering sometimes,..but damn,..nothing (in real life) interest me more at this point than all these things!
Re: Hollow earth; this is a video that uses NASA pictures. It upset me that this hollow earth theory would even explain earthquakes and tsunamis (which however you look at it, is a total disregard fro human life that exists on the face of this planet – they are blatant murderers to suit their own greedy ends)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UM6qJutg-vc
Good post! A few bits and bobs of what I have been studying for the past 3 years is mentioned here. Funny really cause I once heard some theory that the Nazi’s had gone ‘underground’ and that this new world order (one race world) (super race) was still in full swing and that we’re all blinded to it. I laughed that off! I remember it well cause I was pretty much into UFOs myself at the time and that theory to me seemed just bonkers!
But now . . . . lets try piece some world phenomena’s together and see what we get;
Scientific proof that the world is hollow.
Photos of holes in the poles – (have they always been there, we just never saw them, how would we? Now we have google earth and NASA pics, even now the old NASA pics (from the 30/40’s) which were in black and white and so didn’t show the hole (it was like a smudge) (plus who the hell would be looking for massive holes there!) have now been digitally remastered and show the hole clearly. Governments and NASA do not deny it.
Anyone can look up plane flying dimensions of the earth online and no flight path is over the poles (directly over the north pole, only around it) (some pilots admit that a magnetic field is around that area and makes it impossible for planes to fly directly over it anyway) (some pilots also blatantly lie and say that they do fly over it, but it is clear as day when you view the OFFICIAL FLIGHT PATHS OF THE EARTH that planes DO NOT fly over it)
It is clear from the holes that have recently appeared in other parts of the earth (look em up) that after a few miles of solidness, it is hollow.
I have never believed in ghosts cause I’ve never seen one, however, many people have said that they have and more interesting is that our newer modern day photography and recording equipment is bringing up (scientifically proven not to have been tampered with) photos and videos of ‘ghosts’. The people taking this footage most of the time didn’t see the ‘ghost’ at the time only afterwards when viewing the pic / tape. Look at the stone henge one and there is a really good one of someone filming animals in a zoo – in both these videos (like many others) you can see a ghost like small figure simply climb out of the ground and walk around. These videos are genuine and not tampered with.
Now this COULD explain one of many things;
Multi dimensions
The ability to make yourself/an object invisible to human eyes. Scientists have studied this since the 30’s and there is a well known documented and proven case (sworn on oaths) that an experiment was carried out to make a ship invisible to enemies. We were successful but that experiment was not released to the general public and the advancements of that are hidden from us. Scientists also proved that there is a part of the human brain that can be opened at will to be able to see in the dark, be telepathic, speak all languages and see multi dimensions. Ordinary people have just never been shown how to access it and don’t forget, even if a human was to try to discuss this in this society, we have been taught to ridicule these notions and medicated them. Any human showing ANY signs of advancement spiritually and mentally is now classed with some mental disease and ‘treated’.
Why would humans be the only intelligent species not only in the universe, but on/in this planet? Come on, even if you don’t believe these theories, you can’t possibly say that humans are the height of all intelligence? If that was the case why are we in such a mess, why are we destroying our own planet/home/each other. Why do we live in fear? This does not smack of intelligence. In fact, I think the human is being ‘dumbed down’ ‘reversed’ in some cases, what I see in some fellow humans is nothing more intelligent than an ape! I know that sounds insulting but some guys out there are thick as f@ck and can’t even walk, communicate and act in ANY decent manner at all – I doubt they could check their own change in a shop!
Apparently cancer is man made, and almost all other fatal diseases. There is scientific proof that the fishes in the sea are all riddled with cancers. I believe we are poisoned through are water and the air we breathe, daily. We are also poisoned through media (don’t ever under estimate that!)
Now, I looked into this indigo children thing and along the way I came across something else, a bit similar. It was a video that showed pictures of aliens that apparently live in the hollow earth and it said that there is a higher being of human (it was a beautiful video and brought tears to my eyes) it said that they are worried about us and want to help and that we must seek them out on the earth. It said that they have beautiful eyes and are of a higher spiritual level than us and want to teach us. I was overwhelmed with emotion, it showed pictures of these humans and they were beautiful (not superficially beautiful, but very natural and looked very inviting and kind). But then I noticed something once the video stopped – that every one of those ‘super humans’ were blond, blue eyed and tall. Not one of them was dark haired, or black or asian.
Then by accident, I came across another article, another very interesting one about these ‘higher beings’ and that us humans are evolving to another level. Now this article goes onto to describe these humans too, and it describes them as ‘nordic’ and it went on to show pictures and sure enough, blonde haired, blue eyed, tall.
I never put 2 and 2 together at first but all night it’s been playing on my mind. This is what I ‘think’ . . .
Could it be true that the Nazi ‘super human’ race is actually in full force and it has been breeding this super human in hollow earth? this could also explain alien abductions (another thing I always ridiculed but some of these stories are just so convincing and these people take countless lie detector tests and other tests. And their stories all involve the exact same thing – it’s the taking of DNA and eggs, nothing more. Ever! Sure, all these aliens that take these people are not people, they are ALWAYS described as ‘the greys’. But I’ve been researching these aliens for years and this is what that has shown me;
These being have advanced technology, maybe they came to earth after we bombed the moon or maybe they have always been here even before us, who knows. When they crashed here, we killed them and investigated them. I don’t believe that these beings are violent or else they could harm us everyday. However, I DO believe that us humans rule over them now and ‘moved in’ down there. This is also mentioned in ALL the ancient scriptures, so I am not being a fantasist here. So, the greys could merely be the ‘workers’ and the ones that abduct the human and to take the DNA / eggs for the ‘super humans’ down there. It’s no different really to when the whites made slaves of the blacks. Maybe the human IS the most advanced being out there, only we’re not invited to that party.
So, my final conclusion and the point I was ultimately trying to get to was why we are all so depressed and suicidal. What’s left on the surface of this planet is of no use to the new ‘super human’ I think the new human race exists below and soon it wants to reclaim it’s home, the surface of the earth. They are now trying to kill us off with cancers and diseases and poisons. Maybe our suicidal tendencies is our subconscious telling us that we are dying anyway and our spiritual selves ‘want out’ which is why we are in such ‘mindful turmoil’. The rest of what’s left here that don’t feel this or see any of this and who ridicule these theories could either by experimental hybrids with small or no intelligence, or humans so far fucked with that they are now just slaves to that ‘system’ so it works better.
That’s my conclusion, but I’m open to others.
Hi! I always knew I wasn’t from here and always knew I had a mission. I was born in 1984. You’ve just described me haha. Now I am an adult and I know that, unfortunately, my light is hidden by fear. Unfortunately, the fact that we are different, makes us super sensitive. You can understand me when I say we feel what people are thinking and feeling and, Gosh, it is terrible to feel their hate or fear of us. I remember I was super creative until I was about 16 years old. However, a lot of bad experiences with friends, specially boys, made me super introspective and now I hate to be around people, specially when I feel them. A lot of them lie a lot. However, I am trying to reconnect again. I am 35 years old right now and I am passing through an existential crisis. Yes, it is terrible to feel we cannot go home, to know things people just can’t. And it is sad when you understand friends from this planet are not super supportive and usually betray you. Gosh, how I miss home! But, off course, I don’t know exactly where home is, I just feel this plane is super wrong and bizarre (but I love Earth, the planet).
I came here at this site because I usually have suicidal thoughts. However, I decided to not give up. I decided to read more about indigos and I won’t give up because we are here for some reason. We are here because we need to be here and help. Guys, don’t give up. You are not alone. In my life, I met some indigos. Our paths’s got separated but I know this isn’t forever. We will come back and we will help Earth to evolve and a lot of people to evolve (the ones who really want to). So, keep going and if nothing helps, seek help from pyschologists or meditation. The masters are always there to help us. We are not alone. Usually, they will give you advice through dreams. BTW: sorry about my english haha. I am actually Brazillian. Thanks and keep going. We are warriors of the light.