She doesn’t know.

Life has it’s points where you just want to give up on everything, You always think you have no where to turn, like you just want the pain to flow away. Many get the feeling of just wishing they could watch they’re blood, maybe some wish they’re souls could watch from above on how they’re dying, maybe if they killed themselves. I always wanted to rise above myself, and watch me bleed out. As I slowly die I wish I could hear the muffled voices and the quiet sirens, as they faded I’d see all flashing lights. Watching my self bleed out completely, I wish my life could easily just do away. I wish I never had to deal with this pain. I have been dealing with it for many years now, can’t someone just take it away already. Is it so much to ask for to just wanna dig something into your veins, it never has any effect on anyone. It was my cry for help even though no one listened. Someone help me. I don’t wanna make a stupid mistake but then again, I don’t wanna deal with the pain