yet another day
September 3rd, 2010 by lostwithini talked to a friend today, had not heard from her for a while. i couldnt lie about how depressed i was… i think maby she was going to have a party over the holiday weekend and was possibly going to invite me. if i had lied and not been real about how bad i feel i might have been invited. no dice. nobody wants a depressed person around. double whammy. i thought a lot about killing myself tonight again but i cant. i have to go to work tomorrow. another day.

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September 3rd, 2010 at 4:42 am
if you still want to go and it’s not too late, might as well tell her you would like to go. She might not have invited you over because once you told her you were depressed she thought you wouldn’t be in a party mood.
go. have fun.
I didn’t do these things when I was younger and now I am old and Regretful.