I have tried so amny times to kill myself w/overdose. one overdose worked but I was found to soon and btought back. Now nothing seems to work. I was thinking about just parking the car in the garage and letting myself fall asleepw/ an Ipod as I breath in the fume of carbon monoxide. I am selfish I have 3 kids who love me, but my whole life is ruined. They have great peoplewho will make up for abscence. I have lost everything that I worked for, house job and my will to live. I am told tht I will never get another job in the medical field because im sueing for something that I have fought off for over a year. sexual harrassment and yes I was fired after I made the complaint. Not fair. I was told that I am blackballed in the medical field, and I have had 5 interviews w/no call backs , so I truly believe I am blackballed. I went to school for so long, and I am just so depressed that I cant even think straight anymore. I want to die and I will die . I just want a full proof way. I dont want to live after w/even worse problems. cant anyone suggest anything to me? I have always helped people, I have a big heart and so far it has not got me anywhere. I hope I dont go to hell. I would use my car now but son has a driving test tommorow, so at least by the day after. I cant live like this anymore I cant even begin to explain all my reasons. I just want to know if useing my car is the best way, full proof, of course  in the middle of the night so no one finds me?
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I’ve done a lot of research and think I have a surefire way for you. If you don’t have a bad criminal record you can buy a shotgun and a small box of double ought shells in a couple of hours. The best way is to put the barrel into your mouth in a line through the middle of your ears. That line will destroy your brain stem and will kill you 100% of the time. Even a tiny bit of damage to the brain stem is fatal since it controls your heart and lungs. Something I found when buying my own shotgun is to get a fairly short gun with a small sight at the end. A larger one will make it difficult/impossible to fit into your mouth at the right angle. Use a mirror to make sure your angle is good, put the butt of the gun on the ground so it won’t kick out of your mouth, and you’re set. Good luck.
HI I THING ABOUT THIS SITE IVE FOUND IS THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD WE FEEL , WE ARE NOT ALONE . I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSD AND WANTING TO KILL MY SELF FOR OVER 12 YEARS , MY HEAD IS IN BIT ALL THE TIME I WISH I COULD HELP YOU MORE BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW I COPE , GUESS JUST STUCK IN THE HAMSTER WHEEL, THEY CALL LIFE ! HANG IN THERE YOU ARE NOT ON YOUR OWN .
OR THIS Mix 50/50 car battery acid (or any strong acid) with 40% acid and 60% water, then add a product such as a pesticide with about the same: 30+% calcium polysulfides, or pure 97% dilutable lime sulfer. Then they mix it to match the amount of acid in the strong acid product they use, s it’s 50/50.
They use 2 litres of each in a bathroom and they are away. When you pour the limesulfer into the acid it foams and starts to stink like hell. They inhale and inhale for a few seconds. the third breath they don’t smell the stink anymore…..and within 60 seconds they collopse and are braindead, if no help arrives they die in minutes! “ALLEGEDLY”
I have found that the Helium hood seems to be a pretty easy way to get the job done. I also found out that one may need to hand cuff ones self so that while passed out you don’t remove the bag and end up living. I got some what discouraged by that fact and thought that a 12 gauge shotgun blast (with a slug for ammo) to the heart will get it done and rather quickly I hope…………
how long woud it take to die from
12 gauge shotgun blast (with a slug for ammo) to the heart i want to shoot myself on the heart some let me know
hopetodie: A shotgun blast to the heart will stop your heart right away and you’ll pass out from a lack of blood to the brain in 10-15 seconds. You’ll technically live for a few minutes but you won’t be awake and can’t be saved. At close range such as putting the barrel of the shotgun against your chest it doesn’t matter if you use a slug or buckshot. The shot doesn’t have any time to spread so does the same thing a slug does.
whats wrong with you people do not kill yourself I have tried but learned the hard way life is important please talk to me dont do anything stupid. halani.gallardo@yahoo.com email address
this is a simple and pain free way to die..infact i plan on doing this pretty soon…
take a belt and tighten it around your neck (as tight as possible) and wrap the other end of the belt around something to hang yourself with…you will passout within 15 seconds and the blood will be cut off from your brain and soon your heart will stop but you will be passed out and not even knowing it has happend…painless