Archive for November, 2010

Your First Time

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

It’s funny how so many things change after your first attempted in suicide  You feel like an empty cup  You surround your self with people  Yet you feel like the only one there  Your emotions disappear  And you can no longer be normal  You can no longer feel joy or happiness  All you feel is [...]

Help? Ontario

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

Is there anyone here from Ontario (or even just Canada) that wants to talk, maybe swap stories. Having a rough day and the one person that knows about everything I’m going through I can’t talk to now so I don’t know what to do. So lost, confused and scared and meds aren’t helping. Not sure what [...]

Why the fuck not?

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

Why not do it? Not for the first time, I wish. Maybe that way it would be easier. Not knowing what to expect. For the fourth time. How should I try it now? Why not? After being molested. Not once, but twice by your cousin. Someone who is supposed to love you so much. And [...]

Reverie

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

(( idk…)) {~ Sear Bliss ~ Reverie ~} I am where the loneliest souls gather Though I remained all alone.. But may these moments be eternal.. May this dark yet starlit sky shine on me …Forever!…

run away

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

I don’t really wanna die,I just feel so sad. There’re people around,but I feel so alone.

hey suicide projecters!

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

hey guys! not here to sate my stories today. but anyone from new-zealand here ?

unworthy

Tuesday, November 30th, 2010

i don’t deserve the life i’ve been given. i didn’t do anything to be placed with this incredible family, travel around the world, meet amazing friends, be loved. I shouldn’t be living this life, someone else deserves it more than me. I don’t deserve to get married, have children, grow old and die in peace. [...]

The Friend Zone

Monday, November 29th, 2010

I really, really hate liking a guy. Actually, you know what, it’s not just liking someone that I hate, it’s the agonizing pain the comes with it. Sure, there are those wonderful butterflies that I can’t help but love, but there is also the pain of not telling anyone. The pain of being so afraid to [...]

I’m new

Monday, November 29th, 2010

i dunno if I’m doing this right. Probably not… Im a guy, been contemplating suicide I guess… Seems like it would never actually happen… I lost my girlfriend a month ago and honestly I am not a dramatic person in the slightest but this is just too much. Nothings as good without her, she was [...]

just wondering.

Monday, November 29th, 2010

im 19 years old i dont know if i am depressed? how can you tell if you are depressed ? i pretend/feel alright when im around family and friends, and i never really think about it. but at night(mostly) because i can never sleep till like 5am, i think about how much i hate myself and think [...]