My life was a wreck. I took my anger, my sadness, my regret, all of that on myself. it was the wrong thing, but to me it was the only thing left.
Archive for December, 2010
I’m bored, tired, and I really need help. Can someone help me? :’(
I had a normal life. Everything close to perfect. I grew up with the largest dreams. Im 17 now a lot different than I was when I was younger. So many things have change.Well here’s how I think my depression grew(yes grew because everyone has depression some time in their life) I was a freshmen [...]
I’m from Germany and currently it’s 1:22 am. (Btw, you’ll notice that English is not my first language. I’m 14 (Yeess, searching for excuses )The new year started aawwwessommee! But first I wanted to tell you the background. I have two older sisters, both of them moved out a long time ago. Okay, actually they [...]
I don’t really hear about trains much when searching for suitable methods. I have certainly come across suicides relating to an individual jumping on the subway tracks, but this is not really what I’m talking about. It seems messy and uncertain, particularly due to the fact that if your jump in front of a train [...]
I received some advice from someone on this site telling me to make a door open. So today I used that advice an am trying to put my life back together. I know I have a long road ahead but I will try. I have found so many good people on this web site and [...]
I’m not a stranger. No, I am yours with crippled anger, and tears that still drip sore. A fragile frame aged with misery, and when our eyes meet, I know you see. I do not want to be afraid. I do not want to die inside just to breathe in. I’m tired of feeling so [...]
It’s all I’ve ever wanted. To be happy… Ok, so I understand that I’m not poor, I have a food, clothes, water, many things, but my house is not my home. I’m a 17 year old male. Young? Maybe, but all I want is to feel free. I was born in England, but my parents [...]
2011…One year closer to the awaited year 2012, woo-hoooh!
At 38,i feel like a loser, like somebody who hasn’t accomplish anything in life except savings and an apartment right outside NYC