I live a pretty interesting life… I’m on seriquil right now 100mg. Not taking it right now… not for the last 72 hrs… makes me sleep. listining to life is beautiful by Sixx AM off the album the Heoin diaries. I believe  that the closer we get to death the closer we feel alive… becuse [...]

I’m only 14 and i cant stand this life. My heart is completly broken my mom is a bitch and always wants me to be miss perfect and my dad wants me to be pro at sports and my friends just dont uinderstand any more. the only true person that understands is a guy that [...]

I realize that you mean well, but your pat answer of “life is worth living” is kind of empty. The reason (as sad as it is) that many of us are on this site is because we DON’T feel that way. One more cheery person telling us differently isn’t going to automatically change our minds. [...]

Is it wrong not to hate a person even if that person did something unforgiveable cuz i dont know i dont allow myself to get angry and i dont believe in hate i  think your truely bad when you let hate run your life… ANYWAY This weekend was great their was no fighting and nothing.On [...]

Any one know about how long it would take?

Why should I live, whats in it for me? the pain, the feeling of loneliness, feeling of hatred why should I stay around no one care if I live or die. I know that alot of people would be very happy if I just fall off the face of the earth. I aint no body so [...]

I’ve never been able to be honest with anyone when trying to explain how I feel. Everytime I do talk I gloss over the nastier aspects of what goes through my mind. I would’nt say I’ve had the hardest life or the easiest, but I cant stop feeling like I’m on the edge of cracking [...]

I don’t really know my story. I attempted suicide at fifteen, was in a coma for five days and in hospitals for months. Eventually – I felt better, like I’d finally crossed back over that line, the one where you can almost label yourself “normal”. I finally thought I’d appreciated surviving, that it had happened [...]

I posted a few days ago asking that you don’t try to talk me out of ending my life of crap and did not want to give you any of my bac.kground information so you would not try talking me out of it.  I also stated that I would spend some time looking through posts [...]