Sooo this is my story i live with my mother father 5 brothers and 3 sisters..i know big family but really annoying yea so back to me i always love drawing its soo peacefull and awsome and it calms me down from all the drama im going thru but the truth is my mother and father are a bunch of dam retards they annoy me everysingle day amd they never shut up today in school a bunch of my papaers of my drwings fell down and the one i hate the most stepped on them i was reall mad.sigh plus when i get home my parents nag me about doing my homework meanwhile i did they just wont stop they yell at me for no reason and there going cenile and im only 13..i cant take it plus i feell soooooo  mad because my best friend moved away and now noones with me exept of rone of my freinds who is going thru the same pain i get yelled at much more and annoyed everyday i just need to leave and runaway i wish my dogs good luck but…no i cant runaway its just to much i cant take im going insane plus this stupid man keeps on harraing me for money and he is getting on my nurves i cant take it ..i walked out side and i saw my dog growling because he was in my backyard ….AHGHHHHH i cant last anpther day in this world this stress is killing me one day im just gonna leave my parents onece i go to college and if that man comes back my dog will hav a little snack hehe >:I no probly i shouldnt do that my sisters r alittle mad to they can t take it either plus thier way yonger than me i hope they can last… please i hope their aliitle worried about me because i always seem truobled and i cut myself alot when i get mad but i will try so hard I CANNOT WAIT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE AND I CANNOT WAIT TO GO FARRR AWAY I PROMISE MYSELF THAT .  P.S i like animals they help alot becaus ethey kind of fell your pain i hope my dogs can live thru this i love them so.
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Hang in there I know it seems hard and pointless but your to young to want to die.if anything do it for your brothers and sisters or even your dogs.be strong
I respect you so much. Big families are the worse especially if your around the middle. Being a teenager is the worse. Running away is hard takes alot of guts. But to runaway you got to have a place to go. you just cant run away with no where to go. youll just end up in a bad situation and end up coming back anyway.
Drawing is powerful shit, ive been drawing since i was tiny and was the only thing i ever cared about. but it doesnt matter how good you are people dont notice you till someone else notices you. But dont stop drawing one picture can change someone life. when i was 16 i had like 17 art books full of mad artworks and this guy broke into my house stole them piled them in my backyard and lit them on fire and ran away. Broke my heart. Never found out who did it or y but meh, i dont know y im typing this im just bored
Animal companionship is awesome just having someone on your side makes life easier.
Too be honest. Everyones a retard. it cant be fixed
Just use your family. be the nicest most awesome person, be open-minded, do what you told, until your ready enough to do something about. Its your life. Sometimes sacrifices have to be made to end up on top. just learn everything and practice your drawing constantly.
Listen to music as well try eminem and hopsin or parkway or bullet for my valetine or david bowie, the clash and lou reed
It helps more then you think it does
Plan for success.
Live for yourself
🙂 😀