I need to vent. I need to let it all out before it continues nibbling on my insides and destroys me. Last time I spilled my insides to anyone was so long ago. I’ll guess I’ll start from the very, very start. It all started at a very young age. I had a babysitter because [...]

I used to think that I was a pretty strong person, until recently. I don’t know how I got to where I am now, but I just can’t find the strength or happiness to go on living anymore. I am a smart, tall, pretty good-looking girl, and ever since college, I’ve usually had a boyfriend. [...]

I first began getting suicide thoughts in 2008, I had worked as a stripper for 4 years and those 4 years were a slope into depression. I was smart, and I hated what I did, but I was poor and money had always stopped me from ‘living.’ It invariably became my near death. I wasn’t [...]

I just wanted to let everyone know about this channel, it’s quite encouraging material, where Mr. Inmendham argues how this sick society is trying to impose life over those who are suffering and who are not willing to live and how everyone has the moral free choice to take one’s own life. http://www.youtube.com/user/GracefulExit#p/u

Hey, I’m glad I found this website… amazing what you can find on Google… It feels good to know now I can right everything that happens to me down now; It’s been a year since my suicicdal thoughts starting popping up. It used to be worse, but I’m so scared they’ll come back again. What’s [...]

I haven’t posted for a while… today though I just need someone to listen. I was going to tell my housemates, but then thought they’d just think I was an attention seeker, which I’m not even sure is that far from the truth. Hence, this post. You don’t have to read it because it’s probably [...]

I guess it all started back in 2004 when I was overlooked for a promotion which was then given to another employee who had been there half as long as I had.  She did not have more experience or education than I did; she simply got paid from the “right” fund and I got paid [...]

I’m from Germany and my age is 20. Last year my mom threw me out of home, having the cops arrest me and tried to put me into mental hospital after I had declared that I was going to end my life due to her cancelling the flat we lived in and force me to [...]

melatonin isnt effective at all. i took 20 hoping it would put me in a coma or kill me, but of course it didnt. i was pissed off.

I woke up, got dressed, took my dad’s car to school (cuz my car had a huge layer of ice all over and it wouldnt melt in time) and went to class. when i got there, i just wanted to cry. it was so hard not to. because i realized that i really dont want [...]