i had this conflict with my mom and my brother a few years ago and now i hate everyone i have no friends and i want to die i want to cry but whenever i think of crying it makes me mad i think i treat my family horrible but all i want is for them to leave me alone i fell noone understands me and noone ever will so why wont they leave me alone i get angry way too fast and when my parents talk i dont hear them i hear angry hurtful words that stain my soul and it makes me cut myself i throw things at people like pencils but i try to control myself sometimes i wish i was never born.one time i tried to kill myself by overdosing myself on my grandmas sleepin pills but it didnt work because my grandma had switched them to vitamins cuz she knew what i was goin do now all i do is sit in bed and think how im goin to kill myself
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I have anger problems, too. The important thing is not to dwell on the past, but to work on controlling your anger now. There are a lot of people who have gone what you are going through. They can help.
There must e a way out right? you really sound like you need to talk to someone let it all out sometimes it helps look for someone anyone im sure there someone in your life that will listen and try to help you if not then you can talk to me or someone here ut just i think youll feel a little etter after you do so sometimes keep it all inside of you its the worst thing you can do