What a bunch of crap. Being born into this frickin cruel world. I don’t want to be here but do not yet have the courage to finally let it go. As much as I am struggling with whether or not there is a God, I don’t want to live in eternal hell either. This is [...]

With every step that I take I rattle those fiery bars. Burning through the air, slices down my heart! Looking deep inside I see you there in my arms! Oh, what a joyous feeling I get, but its buried alive! I’ll never see your face and never brush your arm never get those kisses that [...]

Ever wonder where to off yourself? Last thing I want to do is bum someone out who I know. Don’t care if a stranger finds my corpse. Hotel room is one option. You end up just screwing up the maids day but leave a five spot on the nightstand for her and she’ll get over [...]

I mean, it doesn’t seem fair to bill a person who was involuntarily committed. Is that what they do? It also seems a little cruel to bill someone who came in voluntarily because they are suicidal. To do so would encourage more suicides, it seems.

no one on this site actually gives a fuck about me do they?

anyone want to tell me why the fuck Alyssa my so called best friend called me a bitch? She doesn’t care if I leave now. Now I know for certain everything was a lie. Every word she said to me. She never loved me. She never was my bestfriend.I I knew it was to good [...]

You laugh and you smile just like everyone else You talk and you hush You play games and have fun You hang out with your friends But noone knows… You are the walking dead You try to hide your empty eyes Cause they strike fear in their hearts You walk and you sit But you [...]

People have been advising me against trying to overdose because of the low success rate, so I still want to give it a try and now I’m thinking if I take all the tablets when I’m up a tree with a noose round my neck by the time the tablets knock me out I’ll be [...]

my close friend mason reid cutler age 16 killed himself on june 19,2010. this boy was my everything he would always make me smile and he was the one i’d run to if ineed help or advice. he had just finished his junior year at our school, he was a track star, wrestling star, cross [...]

The only people that seem to care if I die, are the people that I’ve never talked to once in real life. They are the people, that I chat with over the internet. They are the only ones who show me that they care. Perhaps, I’ll change my death date from July 17th, 2011, to [...]