I don’t know what to think…

May 22nd, 2011 by 3_bringitback

I’m so confused. So much contrast, one minute, I’m suicidal. I have that mind numbing panicky feeling, that terrifying, horrifying feeling. The next, I think I’m happy. But I still have that feeling in my stomach, that, clenched, tight, emotion.

I don’t know, maybe I’m too usd to the suffering. Or maybe my mind is trying to lull me into false hope.

Could my mind really be lying to me? Why would I lie to myself?

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1. Broken. 8:53 pm on May 22nd, 2011

   i was just asking myself this like an hour ago.

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2. X-Boy 9:16 pm on May 22nd, 2011

   Because; One’s Negavity is something that should not be Forgotten.

   For Negavity gives Birth to Positivity.

   Meaning the negative things that happen to you shall help you become a better person; it is a lesson that you learn from… so don’t.. forget it.

   something like that …

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