Well , I’m new to this i must say honestly i really have no clue what to write in any way, But I’m 15 and i’ve suffered from depression for over 2 years now, and I’m lost, it makes me over think things, i rage a lot over nothing at people for the stupidest things. I’ve attempted a few times, and the cuts are just over welling i cant look at them anymore and every-time i do, it just makes me want to keep doing till i cant take it anymore, I know i may be over reacting but it feels like no-one cares, like no-one is here anymore, like im the only one on this planet, I don’t know how to take this anymore, i have anxiety attacks all the time now, it’s not funny. I don’t think i’ll even get to 2012, all though to be honest i want to, i want to see the world crash into pieces, if it is even true, and thats all im here for,to actually see the world cal-laps and fall down, like i have.
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Sympathy…I know the feeling and eveythig you wrote is on my list minus the anxiety attacks…but this site? I have no clue what to write..just write whatever you want i guess..and if your considering suicide take time in considering am the factors..
I have been taking time, but it’s hard, i have the temptation and everything, But i dont want to leave people behined.
Yeah…I always plan it or grab stuff thinking I’m guna do it…then I think it over…I think of people it would hurt and I find I can’t do it…so many ways I could..but I can’t leave those people…sad for someone who wants to die..but I understand
Yes it’s very hard, You think to your self, Wow im going to do this, i really am , Then you plan it, your hyped up your all ready, Yet you have that one thought that, one person or thing that holds you back, and it just gets in the way.
Yeah…I’ve yet to decide whether it’s a good thing or bad…it keeps me alive but I mean is it worth it? For now I’ll keep thinking aboutrhe factors and maybe one day I’ll make the final decision
Yeah thats what im doing, everday think ofis it worth it, or not, is it good or bad, whats the negative and postive.
good luck anyways.
Buona fortuna c: