I want to kill myself.
I want to again.
It didn’t work last time.. how do I know it will ever work?
No one understands why. I even confuse myself.
I want you to like me.
And I want you to notice me.
And I want you, of all people, to know how much you screwed with my life. I want you to know what you left me in, that you left me with suicide on my mind.
But you’ll never like me, and you’ll never notice me, and you, of all people, will never find out.
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I think that like any of us you just want the pain to end. No one around you may understand but I DO. I feel like I am in treatment still and that I am starting to see the brighter side of life. I want to live now. At the end of the day you can’t control what other people do, say, or feel, but you can control you. You clearly have these emotions that you can’t deal with with this person because they don’t want to. You CAN control whether or not you commit suicide so please do! reply with any questions. reach out for any help from anyone you can because it will help
Hello indifference. Nice to meet you. Tell me who hurt you and I will rough them up for you. *Ka-pow!*
I think all people are inheritly evil, is is in everyone’s nature…my family is proof. I am sorry you were hurt. I think I notice you, I can see what others choose not to. Giving in is not easy, it’s the hardest thing you can do.
Nice to meet you too. If you don’t mind roughing up everyone, then go for it! 🙂