Archive for June, 2011

my limit

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

I hve been reading this site for a while now and I wish you all the best. My story is incomparable to any of your problems but as far as everything is concerned I’m fed up with all the shits life brings as you know how every said sooner or later something good is bound […]

Suicide Is Killing Me

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

Ugh is suicide driving me to the edge. Did it just tied me up and push me off the cliff. Do i hate myself that bad that suicide is overpowering me. I crave the feeling of death. I crave the feeling that i wouldnt have to be here anymore. I know God wouldnt want this, […]

Failure

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

I remember the day everyone found out how pathetic I was. It was 6th grade and I was so mad at my best friend. Why I was doesn’t quite matter right now.Back then (and still) I was a poetry freak. So I wrote a hate poem about her and gave it to her.And I did […]

Almost there…

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

But not quite. This week has been really long. A lot of things happened to me in just a matter of days. Today, I had a huge breakdown and ran to the top of my stairs to stare down. I was contemplating suicide until my mother came to pull me away. I was pissed off […]

I’m too scared

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

I’ve tried suicide methods such as sleeping pills and other overdoses but none of them have ever worked. I’ve figured that I’m too scared to try something that has a chance of causing lots of pain before death. I hate waking up after a suicide attempt but I’m even more scared of feeling the pain […]

Knife

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

Go get it. (i want to) Any knife could cut your throat. (i hope so) Just press hard enough. (i will)

To Die By Suicide

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

I’m so confused by people’s actions. One day they love me, the next day they’re furious at me. I don’t think anyone will ever want me for this depression. I’m afraid that I will always be alone. I DON’T like being alone. this is what will drive me to suicide someday. My life is falling […]

Mankind screwed up somewhere

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

I’m having a really hard time living with my family. It’s one of those families that always think that they’re right and you’re wrong, always, with no exceptions. They’re feeding off my misery for god knows what reason. Maybe they get a kick out of it. Maybe it’s because their lives are so boring, dull, […]

I’m sorry. I can’t be perfect.

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

Sometimes I get into a mood where I don’t want to see people anymore. Sometimes I get a feeling where I really need to talk to this one friend of mine. It’s convenient though, ┬ábecause this friend just stopped talking to me randomly. I told him everything, but then I had a fight with his […]

Why

Thursday, June 30th, 2011

Please excuse typos and such… I have a headache. >_o I am in love, yes… Even though through the past week I shivered every time I said “I love you too”? I think I have a fever right now, so, I’m not sure if it’s my imagination. He has xanax because he used to have […]