June 30th, 2011by Tristesse
But not quite.
This week has been really long. A lot of things happened to me in just a matter of days. Today, I had a huge breakdown and ran to the top of my stairs to stare down. I was contemplating suicide until my mother came to pull me away.
I was pissed off so I took a walk.
I was still contemplating suicide and I spotted a pedestrian walkway that did not have a stop light. “Perfect”, I thought. I continued to take the walkway, stopped in the middle of the road, and watched a car approach. I think everyone around me thought I was crazy.
The car braked. The car honked.
I ran to the other side of the street as people looked at me with wide eyes.
I snapped back to reality knowing that I may have possibly died today.