I’m sorry. I can’t be perfect.

Sometimes I get into a mood where I don’t want to see people anymore. Sometimes I get a feeling where I really need to talk to this one friend of mine. It’s convenient though,  because this friend just stopped talking to me randomly. I told him everything, but then I had a fight with his girlfriend. I can see who is more important now. They’re not even a real couple. His girlfriend is the biggest ***** I have ever met, every time I think about her I want to cry. It’s her fault I feel like this, she made my friends say crap things to me and now I can’t forgive them. I wish I had someone real.