I’m too scared

June 30th, 2011 by eunmi

I’ve tried suicide methods such as sleeping pills and other overdoses but none of them have ever worked.

I’ve figured that I’m too scared to try something that has a chance of causing lots of pain before death. I hate waking up after a suicide attempt but I’m even more scared of feeling the pain that is caused by things like landing wrong on a jump or hanging yourself wrong.

I wish I could just find a quick method to put me out of this misery.

There is no point to life at all.

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2 Responses to “I’m too scared”

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  1. I feel the way you do all the time but there always seems to be some light at the end of the tunnel.. If you want to talk, just let me know.

  2. You are in for a tricky one. What you are doing is avoiding pain. Any kind of pain, emotional, physical. You want to commit suicide to escape emotional pain, but can’t cause you fear the physical pain. What would happen if you just stopped avoiding the pain? I am trying that for myself know. The pain has started to empty out. But you have to let it be felt for that, no matter how unbearable.

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