No one can change who we really are.
We have our own Mind
& we Make our own Choices.
I may not be perfect, But no one is.
I do thing’s the way I want to.
I love who I am.
yesterday I realized, You can’t let anyone judge you for the mistakes you make.
What you do Is your responsibilty.
I honestly could care less of what anyone thought of me.
I am who I am and No one is going to change that.
I want to take a stand in this world.
So I’m Stupid?
I got raped when I was 11 & got pregnant.
So I’m a slut?
I’m sorry you think you can label me.
You may think you know me.
But, Honestly you don’t.
I have my own way to things.
Everyone is beautiful & perfect in their own way.
Because, We are who We are.
Suicide isn’t a coward’s way out. & your not a coward for doing it.
I’m suicidal, I’ve tried my Hardest to do it.
But, There’s only one thing keeping me back.
The way my mom was.
So, Go ahead and label me now, I couldn’t really give a fuck.
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hi girlintheshadows, what about your mom has been giving you hope? And how old are you?
I’m 16 and have seasonal affective disorder…I just wanted to hear more of someone else’s story and thought maybe I might be able to help
Hey, Well, Nothing, I just don’t ever want to see her again, I mean I love her, But, She never cared, She died when I was 7, & She devoted her life to drug’s and other stuff like that..I just don’t want to be like her..I’ve already taken the drug path..& My family say’s i’m always going to be like her..I want to prove them wrong, But, When I think of suicide, I feel happy..
& I’m 14.
i never wanted to be like my dad, but i am, i hate it. it had ruined so much for me, i wish i had thought and REALLY believed at your age that i didnt want to be like him. but alas here i am, im like him, its fucked up relationships in my life and who i really am inside. its too late for me to be something else and for it to make a difference, but not for you, if yu feel that way, then prove them wrong, make sure you do, and if you dont value yourself that much, which i can understand, then dont do it for yourself, to be honest, do it for me, as i was never able to!
“i wish i could drain half his blood in me…….but i’d still have his face….i curse reflections, everyday!!!”
I have many issues..I’m suicidal, & I went to this funeral last week for my great grandma, & My one uncle i haven’t seen in forever, Who doesn’t know my mom is dead came up to me and said “Your angie Right?”
I looked at him and said “No, I’m her daughter, Don’t ever call me by my mom’s name!” It really hit me inside because I look so much like her, I hate it! Some time’s I wish I was never born.. When I’m dating someone It’s really hard for me to say I love you & mean it because of my mom. I like to cut myself alot and depression pill’s make me even more depressed.