Archive for July, 2011

Are you there?

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

I just read a post by justanotherloser. If you are out there, please respond. I have some questions for you.

I don’t know where I’ll end up.

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

But I know how hard it’s been on me. I’d never have the guts to kill myself, so what am I doing here?  I feel like it’s time I reached out, for once. The minuscule amount of times I have with people in my life have failed. No one listens, so I’ve learned to keep […]

Too Much Crap

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

Too much crap to deal with in life. Am tired of it all. I just want a peaceful and happy life. Why does it have to be filled with so much crap? Always bad things happening, stuff to deal with… I can’t take it!!

My Immortal

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

  I am freaking out right now. My boyfriend hasn’t messaged me, and it’s been about an hour, I know that it may be a short period of time but he usually answer’s right away. He has HCM (Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy) Which is pretty much the following: “HCM is a form of heart muscle disease in […]

My story

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

Basically my dad walked out on me and my mum when I was 7 and left us with a load of debt. My mum had a drink problem and I often had to put her to bed and take care of her by myself from the age of 7. I would walk home from primary […]

Pointless…

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

There is absolutely no point to my life. I’m extremely paranoid all the time and feel like whenever a friend hangs out with me at my house, it’s just out of pity. I stay in the house all day with the curtains closed pretending I don’t exist. The only time i’m comfortable is when i’m […]

Lonliness taking over.

Sunday, July 31st, 2011

So lonely i cant stand it. I have no idea why i havent killed myself yet, i wish i did a long time ago. I guess i cant blame anyone for not wanting to be my friend. Nobody would want a stupid, weak, fool like myself for a friend. I deserve to die. -End

stuck

Saturday, July 30th, 2011

nothing left to do ive tried all i can think of and everything has stopped working. im suffocating and cutting has stopped helping i tried to get help but it just made it worse i dont even know if i want to die or live anymore im empty of everything but pain and its slowly […]

nothing here but hell

Saturday, July 30th, 2011

how can i either die or stop completely? i am in hell and my best advice is settle in

Oh great it starts with an earthquake

Saturday, July 30th, 2011

I’ve posted here before, a couple of times. This time though… I’m not sure if I’m going to make it. This year, I knew something was up, on the eve of my 20th birthday I felt more regret, dispair and suicidal than I ever had before. Since then, I seem to be living in constant […]