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Are you there?

July 31st, 2011by jumper731

I just read a post by justanotherloser. If you are out there, please respond. I have some questions for you.

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I don’t know where I’ll end up.

July 31st, 2011by Ella

But I know how hard it’s been on me.

I’d never have the guts to kill myself, so what am I doing here?  I feel like it’s time I reached out, for once. The minuscule amount of times I have with people in my life have failed. No one listens, so I’ve learned to keep my mouth shut. I just need someone to reach back out to me for once. I can’t explain what’s even wrong with me; it’s hard to put it all together into words when every day is such a friggin’ struggle.

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Too Much Crap

July 31st, 2011by bah

Too much crap to deal with in life. Am tired of it all. I just want a peaceful and happy life. Why does it have to be filled with so much crap? Always bad things happening, stuff to deal with… I can’t take it!! :(

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My Immortal

July 31st, 2011by Diamondonalandmine

 

I am freaking out right now.

My boyfriend hasn’t messaged me, and it’s been about an hour, I know that it may be a short period of time but he usually answer’s right away.

He has HCM (Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy) Which is pretty much the following:

“HCM is a form of heart muscle disease in which the muscular walls of the ventricles (lower chambers of the heart) become abnormally thickened.

The thickening of the heart muscle causes the muscle itself to function abnormally. The thickening also can cause the ventricles to become distorted, which can interfere with the function of the aortic valve and the mitral valve, which regulate blood …

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My story

July 31st, 2011by Jamie-S11

Basically my dad walked out on me and my mum when I was 7 and left us with a load of debt. My mum had a drink problem and I often had to put her to bed and take care of her by myself from the age of 7. I would walk home from primary school wondering what state my mum would be in. When it got too much for me I went to stay with my favourite person in the world, my great aunt in the country, and one morning when I was staying with her I watched her die from a heart attack. …

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Pointless…

July 31st, 2011by Jamie-S11

There is absolutely no point to my life. I’m extremely paranoid all the time and feel like whenever a friend hangs out with me at my house, it’s just out of pity. I stay in the house all day with the curtains closed pretending I don’t exist. The only time i’m comfortable is when i’m alone in my room in the dark. I’ve tried many different types of medication that haven’t worked and been to psychologists who do nothing really. The truth is that nobody cares. My mum does… but thats it. She’s the only thing stopping me killing myself. It’s gotten to the stage …

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Lonliness taking over.

July 31st, 2011by LiveNoLonger

So lonely i cant stand it. I have no idea why i havent killed myself yet, i wish i did a long time ago. I guess i cant blame anyone for not wanting to be my friend. Nobody would want a stupid, weak, fool like myself for a friend. I deserve to die.

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stuck

July 30th, 2011by whateverkindathing

nothing left to do ive tried all i can think of and everything has stopped working. im suffocating and cutting has stopped helping i tried to get help but it just made it worse i dont even know if i want to die or live anymore im empty of everything but pain and its slowly killing me but i cant think of what to do to help it go away for even a minute any ideas of whats worked for you?

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nothing here but hell

July 30th, 2011by knuckle-pierce

how can i either die or stop completely? i am in hell and my best advice is settle in

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Oh great it starts with an earthquake

July 30th, 2011by notinteresting1

I’ve posted here before, a couple of times. This time though… I’m not sure if I’m going to make it. This year, I knew something was up, on the eve of my 20th birthday I felt more regret, dispair and suicidal than I ever had before. Since then, I seem to be living in constant paranoid fear, regretting everything I’ve done in the past. It feels as though I can no longer excape. Yesterday I started planning my suicide, I have never done this before. I planned to write a suicide note, post ‘goodbyes and sorrys’ on every website I am a member of and …

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To everyone with bipolar disorder, schizophrenia…

July 30th, 2011by SoftCreation

..or anything in between. If you have nothing left to lose, and are here because you want help,

if you are tired of being depressed and suicidal,

you should check this out.

http://www.bipolar-workshop-coach.com/

This website is created by a person who has bipolar disorder and schizophrenia, and has found a way out.

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Heroin Rope

July 30th, 2011by screaminfetus

Welp James you couldnt kick heroin so you went and hung yourself… i guess you are not such a loser… you finished life… man this sucks he died by suicide 07/29/2011

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Idk what a good title for this would be… World’s Greatest Dad (movie)

July 30th, 2011by RogueShadow1281

I hear the heartbeat in my ears and neck. I haven’t choked in a while. Its hard to breathe (but I could be just thinking I am). I’m watching World’s Greatest Dad about a guy who has a hard time with his son. His son calls everything a fag as in gay or bad. His son is really into auto-erotic asphyxiation and he got caught doing it. The sad part, the dad sees him dead because he choked for 2 long. He decides to make it look like a suicide, with a not and him hanging from his closet. Probably to hide the shame that …

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Crazy, Or Normal..

July 30th, 2011by Silent Screamer

Sometimes, well a lot actually.

I find myself imagining I was killing people.

Slowly, painfully, full of blood.

Stabbing..

It makes me feel, crazy.

Not insane, crazy.

But, I really don’t mind.. Any of it.

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Please help!

July 30th, 2011by JonesHenry

Im giving advice to a 43-year old Scottish man who is having terminal liver caner on how to die peacefully. I said, that he should rent a 20-leter Nitrogen tank.

 

However now im begging to have second thoughts. I just wanted him to make it through safely. He has the original exit bag, and is in the process of buying the exact needed Nitrogen flow fitting. It took a little time, but i managed to find a picture of it on the internet;

http://fi.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tiedosto:Gas_bottles_in_Finnish.JPG

http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2011/04/27/suicide-kits-the-91-year-old-woman-selling-instant-death-on-the-internet.html

 

There you go! The 2 main tools needes for this thing to work!

 

Anyway, i just wanted to ask you, is 20-leters enough to fill …

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Feeling more useless, more distant and ultimately suicidal.

July 29th, 2011by Shiki

I hate life. Everyday I feel more like a loser who wont amount to anything. I just wished something good would come my way or just end it before I become even more depressed. But I write this in hope of communicating with others like minded and similar. To know that I am not alone! Boredom will become the end of me I believe. I just hope this maybe my ticket to life. I don’t know maybe I’m just here to whine and complain. Thats what I always do. I never do anything responsible or productive. My life is a wasteland. I can’t even become …

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July 29th, 2011by HoldingBackTears

hes finally mine. ive waited for a while. im doing better. no more cutting unless we fight. i hate fighting with him. it hurts me so much. i wounder if he knows how much pain it puts me in. i love him so much. i really dont want to loose him. i want to stop fighting with him and the worst part is that we fight over the stupidest stuff. but what can i do? im not going to break up with him. i love him. any suggestions? :/

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Hopeful?

July 29th, 2011by Thayer

Ok. Everyday My brain travels towards death. Idk what is about me. Maybe I’m not getting enough sex? I just write poems, songs, I sing, I play my guitar and harmonica. Yet I usually end up still feeling like shit.  Sometimes I think heavy substance and numbness is my only way out of hell. This world is hell. I wake up hopeful of success but in the back of mind and in my home, I’m a failure. Feeling to is very familiar. I wish for suicide but I’m a lover not a killer.  Life is just so bittersweet! I love life and it’s beauty and

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July 29th, 2011by Hadouken

I wish we could go back to the start where we were once as one
But we’ve drifted so far apart from eachother the damage can no longer be undone
I remember the days when everything was so perfect
I used to think the pain that came afterwards was worth it

Thinking you were the one that truely set me free
I was your prisoner loving you hopelessly
You held my heart in the palm of your hand
Destroying my soul was your long life plan

I fell so deep into your trap
Running back into your arms every time you hurt me was the only way I knew how to react

You used and …

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July 29th, 2011by Hadouken

You have taken my love for granted

Crushed my spirit to its very peak

For my heart is now in pieces

And my pain may never speak

Though it is written in my eyes

You dare not to read

For we both know it is you who has caused my soul to bleed

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