I just read a post by justanotherloser. If you are out there, please respond. I have some questions for you.
Archive for July, 2011
But I know how hard it’s been on me. I’d never have the guts to kill myself, so what am I doing here? I feel like it’s time I reached out, for once. The minuscule amount of times I have with people in my life have failed. No one listens, so I’ve learned to keep [...]
Too much crap to deal with in life. Am tired of it all. I just want a peaceful and happy life. Why does it have to be filled with so much crap? Always bad things happening, stuff to deal with… I can’t take it!!
I am freaking out right now. My boyfriend hasn’t messaged me, and it’s been about an hour, I know that it may be a short period of time but he usually answer’s right away. He has HCM (Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy) Which is pretty much the following: “HCM is a form of heart muscle disease in [...]
Basically my dad walked out on me and my mum when I was 7 and left us with a load of debt. My mum had a drink problem and I often had to put her to bed and take care of her by myself from the age of 7. I would walk home from primary [...]
There is absolutely no point to my life. I’m extremely paranoid all the time and feel like whenever a friend hangs out with me at my house, it’s just out of pity. I stay in the house all day with the curtains closed pretending I don’t exist. The only time i’m comfortable is when i’m [...]
So lonely i cant stand it. I have no idea why i havent killed myself yet, i wish i did a long time ago. I guess i cant blame anyone for not wanting to be my friend. Nobody would want a stupid, weak, fool like myself for a friend. I deserve to die. -End
nothing left to do ive tried all i can think of and everything has stopped working. im suffocating and cutting has stopped helping i tried to get help but it just made it worse i dont even know if i want to die or live anymore im empty of everything but pain and its slowly [...]
how can i either die or stop completely? i am in hell and my best advice is settle in
I’ve posted here before, a couple of times. This time though… I’m not sure if I’m going to make it. This year, I knew something was up, on the eve of my 20th birthday I felt more regret, dispair and suicidal than I ever had before. Since then, I seem to be living in constant [...]