Archive for August, 2011

My story

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

Well here goes…I am 14 yrs old and my birthday is in October.In my family its an accomplishment to not be pregnant.My mom had me when she was 14 and her mom had her when she was 15 and her mom had her when she was 16.So you see me not pregnant is just great.Im […]

Tonight

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

Hi, Bliss again. I’m ready. I’m doing it tonight. Overdosing. 4,500mg of Bupropion (my mother’s anti-depressants) and a bunch of ibuprophen. Think it’ll work?

It comes around again.

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

I was happy this morning. Now I’m just confused again. School in general was alright albeit shitty teachers and shitty organization for the first day (especially with the bus, I was 2 hours late this afternoon coming home; thank god I don’t have a job.). The girl I liked wasn’t there though. That being said, […]

More shit..

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

I’m depressed again. So fucking depressed. My dad promised he would make my life as easy and simple as possible when we moved back to America, but it’s been hell. Nonstop work, devil cousins, more nonstop work, I wouldn’t even have time to cut myself if I was allowed to. My dad still makes me […]

about a girl

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

for the longest time ther was this girl i kinda knew never talked to but she was so beautiful i knew i wanted to ask her out and this was before my month long hospital experience so after going bak to skool i tried to get to knw her and found out we had a […]

I wish I wasn’t “no one”.

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

I wish there was someone near me, someone to be there for me, not just over the net or in text, but in person.  I want a physical relationship with someone again.  I want to have friendships and more, in person.  I’m tired of hiding behind a computer screen.  But where do I start?  I […]

How would y life be if…

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

It’s 8:30 in the morning. And all I can think of is killing myself. I wake up every morning to another shitty day. And it’s not getting better. I go to bed every night with the urge to just kill myself. Then I wonder what the morrow will bring. And it just happens again. Someone […]

Reflecting.

Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

It’s the first day of school, I’ve mentioned this. Guess what, it’s also my birthday. I’m 16.   When I woke up this morning (and especially in the shower) the signifigance of turning another year older hit me, because 15 was a shitty year for me. Just about everything tragic and bad in my teenage […]

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Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

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Wednesday, August 31st, 2011

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