It’s 8:30 in the morning. And all I can think of is killing myself. I wake up every morning to another shitty day. And it’s not getting better. I go to bed every night with the urge to just kill myself. Then I wonder what the morrow will bring. And it just happens again. Someone told me that if I follow through with it, I will leave behind a world of hurt. But I’m not doing this for anyone else. I’m doing it for me. To end my hurt. I won’t be around to feel sorry for the decision I made. I won’t be around to live with my choices. I’ve lived with them up until this point. And it’s horrible. Horrible how one little minuscule moment in ones life can change how everything else will be played out from that point on.
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