i am in school again and I hoped and still do hope that this year will make me feel better. I’m taking all my career classes hoping that I can find that joy I once had. so far it’s like my body is blocking any joy. like i feel it slightly and before I know it it’s gone. I guess happiness just takes practice before I can get it just right. I had such an awful year and I just want to make things turn around. I want to have my relationship be better then ever. I want my friendships to be the best they’ve ever been. I want to just be ok for once. I don’t want to have to spend my time taking pills to help I wanna get to the point where I can do it all on my own. I know the kind of person I wanna be and that’s what I’m gonna try and do. I just wish I could speed time up a little bit cuz it seems like it’s taking too long.

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