I feel dead. Stab. Caedo even. He change he really change. He hurt me tothe point i was near tears(very very sensitive). All i wanted was an answer but all i got was a stab in the back and a slap against my cheek. I want to hate him. I feel i hate him. But do i truely hate him? I help him through a lot. I never ask for anything in return. He would come to me for anything. I even trust him. But not trust him a lot for things to tell him( never really had any problems back then.) but know he is gone. I miss the old him. The new him is a totally dick now. I never see him talk to anyone except his girlfriend. I bet thats all he have left now. I guess his new one strangle the old one and took over his body. I bet a lot of people miss him. I bet a lot of them left him cause he has totally change. He hurt me he really hurt me today. :L i guess i will never know the answer to my question but i guess i know now…
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You seem very conflicted: hate?; trust?; answer? There’s so many variables. It’s hard to tell if someone. we trust. will hurt us or not. We just hope our trust isn’t misplaced or we can learn to choose better friends. It’s all trial and error. You’ll get there. Thanks for commenting on my post btw.
:L they always leave they take my kindness for granted. They always do. I never even ask them for anything at all really but look at me now wanting to kill myself and dont care who the fuck i hurt and no problem ^ -^