Its hard for me. Every day is a struggle. With random thoughts and feelings. If I had a gun I would be at peace already. Maybe I’ll acomplish my goal before January or maybe March. I dont want to make a mistake this time though. I want to make sure that no one can stop me or That I paralize my self instead of putting me at peace
happy birthday jennifer! I mean.. in this context you understandably aren’t too thrilled about being born and all, but you know.. legubrious birthday! doesn’t have that same ring to it.
Just goes to show, you are as old as you feel.
I am 18, but I feel like my time is up, I have accepted suicide as a part of me.
And I will catch the bus in a few days time. 😀
I will be waiting for you.
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I might not make it to my 24th birthday, so feel lucky you’ve held on this far
Its hard for me. Every day is a struggle. With random thoughts and feelings. If I had a gun I would be at peace already. Maybe I’ll acomplish my goal before January or maybe March. I dont want to make a mistake this time though. I want to make sure that no one can stop me or That I paralize my self instead of putting me at peace
happy birthday jennifer! I mean.. in this context you understandably aren’t too thrilled about being born and all, but you know.. legubrious birthday! doesn’t have that same ring to it.
Just goes to show, you are as old as you feel.
I am 18, but I feel like my time is up, I have accepted suicide as a part of me.
And I will catch the bus in a few days time. 😀
I will be waiting for you.