This pain is inevitable.
Im afraid it will never go away, it’s getting worse everyday. Im really conflicted to ignore the pain and work really hard to get my life on track or just to go through with a painful death. Either way pain is endorsed
The drugs and booze used to take the pain and horrible feeling away mommentarly, which help me compose myself sadness in public. I got out with my friends i dont want fo bring anyone down or annoy anyone with my empty sadness. Well blaze 🙂 ill be Numb for a few minutes but it happen more then once tears began the stream down my face as pressure builts up in the back of my throat. I cant control my sadness anymore, i feel it a nusense which i why i dont go out anymore as i should( also my social anixety).
The only thing that help my release is when the blood drips from my wounds.
.. It just the pain
Sadness
Hope my death comes faster
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mmm for me death is the reason im killing myself, death is unavoidable! so i plan to embrace it. maybe, you could too? I mean that in a sincere way.. not some asshole thing. I don’t have pain though.. shit man i ramble so much
Death is the reason you’re killing yourself? Hell, I thought it was a way to avoid bad hair days…
Killing yourself is not the answer… Have you ever thought of what your familys life would be like after losing you?
@lolfailz ive embraced death , just forced to live
@lucy4 “lmfao”
@hollya i have imagined that to many times they’d be sad and i just couldnt put them in that kind of pain but then again in thw last week my mother said out of all her children im the biggest disapointment and just a few hours ago my sister called me a waste of space. I guess i have a wild imagination
C’mon Dude; I’ve never met an evil pothead, not ONE. You’re OK. Expect to meet hardship, pain, struggle throughout your entire life. That is what the human experience consists of. Accept the fact that life sucks. Do not be a goddamn quitter.
You’ll be fine. You’ll have shitty spells after this. That’s just how it goes…..
My siblings treat me bad too, maybe that’s their reason for existence..