Im new here and i sure wish i had found this site much earlier.
Since july ive been on an anti~depressant, started an anti~anxiety in Feb. Im 53 and its been rough for along time.
Have i tried to commit suiside? yes, twice, once with a gun, the other time by drowning, saved both times by someone else., by people who cared even tho i didnt. Im an addict, still…rehab, arrest and jail didnt help, but i have backed off of coke and meth, just cigs n herb now. Life……for me a daily struggle, every damn day its about staying alive one more day. Eating, drinking, peeing, working whatever day in and day out. The meds help me ‘cope’,thats about it. Theres more to my story and my outlook these days, i am so glad to be here, i feel like i have found a new family… thanks for reading,sharing n caring…m~
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Yes depression cuts like a knife i too have attempted and been saved i just got told i may have bipolar2 if that isnt enough to push anyone to the edge fining out that this daily hell i live is going to cycle in and out at the ment im so depressed i cant eat and barely concentrate to write this welcome everyone here is very understanding and curious i often wounder who is watching over this zoo we are in
You’re doing really well. And you have people who care. Even though it probably pisses you off! But… can’t hold caring against people, can you!
yes my ppl love me…if only i loved myself as much…..
“yes my ppl love me…if only i loved myself as much…..”
I can say the same :\