Ok so, i dont know what to say but I just gonna like try to explain this;
uhm.. I gonna die on saturday. I gonna kill myself. Seriously.. I cant handle anymore.. and there is this party on friday and that is gonna be the party of all time! the last party ever. So I gonna like say goodbye to everyone on the next four days.. I just planed it all! I dont thik I am aloud to how so you guys wont know, haha. sorry about that.
I dont know whats gotten in to my mind.. but I think that this is the goodbye to suicideproject.org and yeah. or no I gonna write here everyday untill the last day. ok I decided I am gonna do this, so Im sorry.
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What method Dontwantthis?
Why ?
because life sucks.
Are you sure about this? Have talked to your best friend since? Remember how you felt when you heard she tried to kill herself? Your killing yourself could push her to the edge.
Don’t misunderstand, I’m not saying you should live because others will be hurt. In the end this is your decision and you are in control of your life.
I’m just saying it’s sad that you two will die alone and afraid each on her own while you could have endured together and made it through to have more time to enjoy each other’s company during your lifetime.
Please be certain that there really are no other options before doing this.
I feel for you.
I wish you everything you need, whatever that may be.
Good Luck.