Archive for November, 2011

Biographies

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Today, I was talking to one of my brothers (a great friend). We shared some time after lunch talking about our faith, and praying to God. One of the stories I shared is one that is close to my heart. A little duck was in a pond. He was surrounded by many other ducks swimming […]

Another of my friends died today

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

One of my closest friends killed themselves today. Thats 2 in only three weeks!!! what the fuck. i hate this so much. who else is next?? fuck my life.. im so depressed.

Accident or not?

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Today i was in my kitchen, cutting meat with a big knife. Before i knew what i was doing, i had slit my wrist slightly. Before realization hit, i just stood and watched the blood begin to fall from my arm down to the counter. thats when i had a thought, if i could do […]

The End-My Story

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

This is my story and the only time I will tell it so please listen.  I just wanted people to know that for some like me, it does not get better and that the pain you are feeling is not always temporary and sometimes things can get even worse. I hanged myself Jan 3, 2010 at 3:33 am, […]

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Sleep is all i really do, except be on my laptop. Soon enough, that will be taken away. My mom yell at me for sleep. If she haven’t notice. Thats all i got to do. And she wouldn’t even let me explain either. Lets face it. I can’t live in this household anymore. I really […]

quality of life sucks

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

I got hurt 11yrs ago and I have no life. friends and hubby wants me to leave. I have not got anywhere to go, except HELL. I dont feel love or needed. what else is there.

Time is only wearing me down

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

I’m not suicidal, not yet any way. I’ve thought about it before, when I was younger in school. It was normally after i was bullied by my friends, if you could call them that. Then I went to college and left them all behind and I realized i didn’t have to be friends with people […]

NEVER Give Up

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Hey everyone how are you truly feeling? Well i hope you all are doing well, and just to let you know I’m doing good myself. I just want to say a few things, so please listen… and it would be nice if you leave a comment. Anyway people please, don’t take your life away, I […]

I have nothing left

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Over the past year i’ve been experiencing a variety of medical problems. My main concern is a state of vertigo i am always in. Every waking moment of my day is spent feeling dizzy and wanting to throw up, this is not a mental thing I am sure as hell feeling it in the depths […]

Moving up the time.

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Sitting here at work bored from the tedium.  Do not really want to be here.  And I know I have hit rock bottom because I am posting from work.  All they can do is fire me and although I may not have the funds to go in the method I choose, it will help me to […]