Ya know, I have had many, many, many, suicides this past month or so. Three. They all never showed any signs or anything and of course with the subject coming up everywhere i look now that this has happened it has reopened my deep feelings of wanting to do it however i stuck in there [...]

I’m a 22 year old engaged mother of one. My family takes care of my son and I entirely. I own a home, a car, I have food in the fridge and the lights are on. I have failed at everything I’ve ever tried. I only graduated HS because my dad put me in a [...]

Starting this Year January 29th, I became suicidal. And ever since, ive been a freak. I’m really tired of it and 2011 was the worst year of my life. I don’t want to live past today. No one loves me, no one cares that I’m struggling and my mom doesn’t even show compassion at the [...]

I wish I would disappear .. Never again to return. All I wanna do is die.. I have to admit yes I have tried to kill myself several times, bit failed… I just need help:((

Suicide is all I think about… I just hate my life

within the next few days I’m gonna end it… I lost all ambition in life. nothing makes me happy any more… sick of living like this with social anxiety ‘ I’m always fucking nervous I can’t ever enjoy my time. January 6th is when I gotta do 2 months in jail. fuck that ain’t going [...]

I hate myself so fucking much. It’s quite hard.. to explain how much I hate the way I am. And I hate my gorgeous, skinny, perfect friends too for saying that they are ugly. Shut the fuck up. I would honestly kill to look like them. I am never happy with myself. I can’t do [...]

I miss the cutting so much.   It’s odd.   For a while.. I didn’t think about it.   I didn’t think about anything.   I was numb. But now..   It’s like a need.   I have anxiety attacks now.   I will start crying.   I need cutting.   Not burning.. nothing else. [...]

Hello all, first apologizies for any typos, as am writing on my ipod. Anyway, well, I guess what brought me to this site is how sad and hopeless i feel. I’ve been struggling with depression since the age of 5; that was when I first had suicidal thoughts. My parents neglected meto the point of [...]