Pathetic
January 10th, 2012by saraiously
I get so depressed over the silliest things. I don’t have any decent reason for feeling as shit as I do. The guy I actually some-what love left me for another girl, my dad hates me and hasn’t talked to me for days. I have pretty much no friends. I have to come on this shit to vent. To quit everything and stay in my room all day every day would be a dream come true. I hate everything.
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 02:53:50
Love doesn’t typically last… A hard lession we all learn. Though it doesn’t get easier when it first happens, over time it will. Why do you think your dad hates you? Did you get in a fight? And not many people have alot of friends. Most maybe 2. Most people just have acquaintances, like myself.
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 03:04:42
I hate love. I have feelings. He hates me because I kept letting this guy use me, he would come in and out of my life when he pleased and I wouldn’t stop him and the other night he found out I was going on omegle and he went absolutely nuts. Now he doesn’t look at me or talk to me. Yeah I know, but the only friends I do have they don’t even talk to me
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 03:06:43
I could really relate to this too… My last guy left me for one of my friends. Working my ass off in college plus working hasn’t been good enough for my dad… or mom–but what the hell would she know cause she didn’t even attempt to go to college. All of my friends got pregnant over the past few years and are too busy to hangout, so we all pretty much split. I wish I could sleep forever instead of staying in my room. I hate the feeling of being alone. Even though venting on here is supposed to somewhat help I’m still depressed, stressed, and frustrated.
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 03:06:44
He is just freaked… Give him some time. Whats up with your friends?
And don’t hate love over this… I know its hard – but it is a beautiful thing.
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 10:24:50
Everything you perceive as a negative or what you say you hate is meant to strengthen you…it’s meant to produce the opposite response from you. You are very sensitive…which makes things hit you harder than most…it’s a gift when you learn how to use your sensitivity. It will become your greatest strength…so as I replied in one of your other posts. Think about you…nothing is more important than that you feel good.
Parents are supposed to raise their children with unconditional love and positive support and guidance. As in my childhood, I seriously lacked that. So you have to parent yourself a bit. You can do it, you just have to want to…you are more than worth it. When you see the light, you will never allow anyone to use you! There are no victims in life, takes some will power. When you refrain from taking things personally, you get the lesson and you get stronger, that’s life. Roll with the punches. Good luck!
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Jan 10, 2012 @ 10:27:31
Your dad does NOT hate you – he is HURTING for you!
I know many younger folks think us old geezers don’t know shit – how can we? we’re all “old” and shit! But we’ve LIVED through the EXACT same thing you are now dealing with. We do NOT want to fight you, we want to guide and protect you because we LOVE you SOOOO Much!
But there comes a time when we have to make a choice – make you hate us by forbidding you from doing what we KNOW will hurt you (stopping you from dating this boy who is using you) … or stepping back and letting you “fall” and learning the lesson “the hard way’
there is no right answer for a parent – both choices are “right” because the lesson gets learned – but we HATE having to let you learn it and experience it.
tell your dad – tell him you learned the lesson – tell him you love him
If he is anything like me he will say – “I told ya … I’m SO sorry that I had to let you live through that – If I could take away your pain I would do anything”
old dawg
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