suicide pact

I just want to be with him again.

he was the only one that really got it.

why do i have to be here,

and not there?

why couldnt i have stuck up

to our suicide pact?

i hate myself, i really do.

i hope i die.

i want to shoot myself so badly.

why did he have to leave me

here and make me suffer

so much? i wish

i could just find one other

person that cares and

wont let me go…