So, the story is that… I live with my grandparents, my dad died when I was seven by shootin himself..and my mom wants everything to do with me now. But didn’t when I was born.. Today, my grandparents don’t want anything to do with me because I party and leave “home” to much,yet when I am home no one shows their love or shows that they want me there. I party to get all the hate and pain off my mind.. My grandparents hit me occasionally and that’s another reason I don’t want to be here. It’s hard to live with people that say stuff like ” I wish you were never born! Your the worst child” often way worst. It’s hard to escape the thought of dying and not being able to see and heard what people do and say about me when I’m gone and who will actually care in the end. I always wonder that.. But I have yet to find out.. I just need someone to talk to.. But mostly I need someone to show me what love is again. Someone once told me home is wherever the people that love you are, but I don’t have one of them.. Hmu?
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Your story breaks my heart. I had similar family problems as a kid.
If I gave you advice I would say, get out of there. If you can’t move out then spend time doing extracurricular activities. Spend more time at friends houses. But don’t be unproductive…make sure you are learning about the things you need to get a job doing something you might like to do in the future.
Spend that time to explore. Talk to people with jobs you like and see if you might want to do that, too. Even if they turn you down it can’t be worse than being at home and getting hit.
You can talk to me.Ill show you what qood feels like!:)
Thanks y’all..