So is been like a week that i told one of my friends that i liked her, but she just don’t like me, is been 2 years that i can’t find someone, and my heart keeps saying that i NEED someone, i don’t have much facts to being depressed, i’m friend to anyone of my grade, the nerds, populars anyone, but now… everything just seems so far away, i keep smiling, keep doing jokes, but inside i just want to cut myself, i tried alredy, i cut it… not deep because i was in classes, i just need one person to listen me, when i try cut my arm it seems so cool when i do it, like it was funny, people keep asking if i’m okay, but i’m not just saying that i’m tiard, my parents don’t give a shit for me, i ask something to my mom and she keeps looking to the computer, keep going to Night Clubs to kiss someone, see if i still feel something you know? I’m weak, the strange that i’m just 13 and i NEED TO FEEL SOMETHING i need to see if i need live… this live if the things still happy…
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Cutting yourself releases endorphins which can give you a feeling of well-being. The problem is that cutting yourself leads to scarring, people looking at you funny / locking you up, infections, etc. It’s not that cool. I’ve done it.
A really tiring exercise session also does the same thing only in a positive way. No scarring, you’ll get fitter and look better and girls will like you more.
The only thing you can do is find a way to increase the number of new people you meet every day and hope you find someone you like. When i was 12 I got moved to a shitty city with shitty people. I had some friends but all but a few were really shitty people.
It’s hard to get through something like that. I hope you’ll be okay.