Everything about me, all that is, is just a big metaphor =]Â
Because I am a Loony, So damn Loony! I got engulfed in the dark flames that got created within my life. And I love it!
I will never die, I WILL NEVER DIE! I post on here often about me dying, it is a metaphor! I die, very often, almost everyday, everytime I see that damn face, and that damn picture on the wall, I DIE. But I will never die!
I hate HATE, so that makes me a hypocrite, I hate LOVE but love LOVE. I Hate Anger but Love it! I am just all sorts of fucked up, and I can finallly be happy, I don’t have to care, I died, Now I am gone. no one can do anything about it, no one to help me no one to try and save me, no one to say, thats fucked up homie…Just me and my own self!
I died this weekend, ~~APRIL 28, 2012 3:00am~~ That was my birthday! I died, then was reborn as always! HAA, it was lovely, more lovely than you could ever believe! Everything I ever wanted came true, not that ANY of you give a fuck, I am just posting this because NOW it will be here forever, it will always be, I will never die, Just look me up on google haha!
None of you care, thts kull. because I never did, ever, out of all the times I posted trying to save your pitiful lives, I never cared, Why should I? YOU DONT! I pour my heart out into this damn site, and the majority of you don’t fucking care, so i am no longer going to care for any of you. A comment of mine got deleted because it was not “perfect advice, like the other guy down there” Thats fucked up people, so what, Its not perfect, well no i am not, neither are you. But you know what, I did my best to try and help someone, but it wasn’t “GOOD” enough to them? Thats fucked up. I tried my hardest just to help some random ass person, but it wasn’t good enough. That is dark, and it hurts. But thats what I love, pain and suffering, So its kool, I am sure, but not positive, this will be One of my last posts. I am done with this insanity, I am done reading about your problems, I am done trying to help! Now its about me people, YOU dont care, I do! So I am going to say this now, and then right now in another post. Thank you so much ~SuicideProject~ You have helped me so much, you helped me gain control of myself, you helped me win back me, you helped me not care anymore, and i have never been so emotionless in a long time, it feels better than you can ever believe!
~Thanks SP~