I had such a hard day yesterday. I have schizophrenia and I have to take pills because of that but those pills are making me suicidal. The feeling I had inside yesterday was just awful. I was angry at everything thats going on in my life. I decided to react by killing myself. I was just fed up with all the pain and suffering. Today  I took an antidepressant, because I just can not live without them. Antidepressants usually make me feel better. Antipsychotics make me have depressin. Depression is a really bad disease.
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Yes depression is a horrible thing I agree.
You should consult your doctor as soon as you can about the medication making you have suicidal tendencies. But until you do consult a doctor, please try to hold on to life and endure these emotions. I don’t think you should stop the antipsychotic medication though… It is important that you consult a doctor, preferably your doctor, first.
There are different kinds of medication and some of them have side effects such as increasing the suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies in people. There is a solution to this problem which is simply switching to a different brand of medication.
I hope you will manage to endure this and by doing so, you will feel better soon.
I know what you mean, I have been put on antipsychotics and the side affects for me were just unbearable.