Id rather feel pain then nothing at all!

June 26th, 2012 by EvilBritBrat

I don’t have any emotion. I am completely numb. I have nothing to say, nothing to do, nothing to think. My mind is a total blank. This is almost worse than feeling depressed. Cuz I rather feel pain then nothing at all! All I feel is a constant state of anguish, like a slight annoyed/frustrated feeling but it feels more like I’m just completely uncomfortable in my own skin and in this house. I literally have nothing to say besides the classic “I don’t know”. I am not suicidal but I do want to die and if I found out I was gonna die tomorrow I wouldn’t care. I know this post is just blah but thats how I feel completely blah. I really need to get some feeling back because this feeling is just awful.

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5 Responses to “Id rather feel pain then nothing at all!”

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  1. Hi EBB, i can’t say i’ve never felt nothing before. there is always the thought of why are we here? whats in it for us? why are we punished before we are supposedly praised? supposidly….Keep yourself strong and hold your head high. Take care.
    LB

  2. That reminds me of a song by Three Days Grace…. Love that shit.

  3. It is a line from the song I NEED YOU NOW
    by Lady Antebellum
    Love that band
    Though this song has nothing to do with what you just said but I can so relate to what you are feeling x

  4. Yes. I know what you mean.

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