Lost…
June 24th, 2012 by BrokenInside20I’m lost.
I think I’m doing ok. And on some days I’m even happy.
I thought I was over you. I now know I’m not. I thought I was happy and was able to love again…till I saw your face. And how happy you looked with her.
I got the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach again. A reminder that I am not over you. Nor will I.
A reminder that you will and are the one I need.
A part of me wishes you would have let me die a year ago…
you still would have been happy and I wouldn’t have been in this much agony and pain.
I just want your love again. I just want you again! And the thought of never having you again….well all I see is death…
the death of my spirit. the death of my soul. the death of my body. the death of me…
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I know the feeling.back then i loved this girl{still getting over it}she was everything i couldnt find in someone else so i pitched my tent in her heart even when i knew that i wasnt welcomed.i was helplessly in love with everything about her.even when it bcame obvious to me that she was in love with my much more cooler bestfriend.i overlooked it.till the day i met her making out with him.at the college gym.i tried to forget abt her but somehow i couldnt because she still had those things i couldnt find in other gals.its a trap and the only solution might be to fall in love with a much more cooler person but that might lead to a continuation of the previous issue.i am also a victim so dont take my words.
I honestly don’t think I want to get over them….