Meds, mania, god?
June 21st, 2012 by EvilBritBratI haven’t posted anything in a while, while I have been reading others posts and commenting I really have nothing to say as far as myself. I posted that I was entering a manic state, but now I’m not so sure. I have bipolar 2 so I don’t experience intense mania. I have sperts on and off of whats called hypomania. Less intense but still manic and comes with a harsh crash back to reality soon after. So for the last 6 days or so I have been calm, cool, and collected.
I woke up and realized I was completely over my ex and my depression completely ceased for the moment.
I’m not sure what is the cause of my newly found “okayness” Its like a mixture of feeling okay, calm, and numb.
So my question is what is the cause of this miraculous turn around? Is it the zoloft, limictal, and trazadone, I have been on for about 3-3.5 weeks? Is it God finally getting around to answering my prayers and reliving me of my inner demons? (wouldn’t that be fabulous! 
), unlikely though. Or is it just good old fashioned hypomania without the usual symptoms?
I really have no clue! Only time will tell and even if this does continue I wont know if its the meds or the prayer or both. Guess if it kept up it wouldn’t really matter.
I’m really not trying to get my hopes up because I know that I may wake up tomorrow and crash and burn.
I think its probably a fantasy to even consider it being anything other than mania, but I don’t feel manic!
Eh I just don’t know, any thoughts/advice would be appreciated!
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When things were going well in life, you probably just expected things to continue that way….so why not just expect things to continue in a copacetic way, just like they are now. I gave up figuring things a long time ago and I flow with things as best I can. Cheers.
Maybe it’s just you, changing.
Hope you feel good in the following days as well. 