I’m Haley. I’m 17 years old.
Since I was in 4th grade, i’ve had voices and thoughts in my head that tell me to kill myself. Since last year, I just complained that they weren’t me.
I realize now, they are me. Every night, I come home and research ways to kill myself. But being the wimp I am, I look up if it’s painful.The repeating words to just end it all ring in my head day after day.
I’m getting so sick of this. I need a painless way out.
I plan to buy a gun the moment I can.
Boom.
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Dont use a gun. There’s no guarantee that it’ll do the job and if it doesn’t you’ll be disfigured and possibly a mindless vegetable for the rest of your life. My co-workers son tried to blow his head off but used a small caliber gun and is now really messed up looking (no left cheekbone or left nostril, just saggy skin hanging in that area). If you’re really at the end of your rope use a helium bag or drowned yourself.
Why not put some effort into something more productive? Instead of spending time researching how to kill yourself and wishing you had a gun, why not research how to feel better, why not find out where you can go to get some help or get someone to talk to? How will things ever get better if you’re just putting your time and energy into more negativity?