Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say â€œFinally, theyâ€™re gone.â€ No, they will not say â€œIâ€™m happy they did that.â€ No, they will not say â€œI never loved them anyways.â€ They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. Theyâ€™ll believe itâ€™s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they wonâ€™t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. Theyâ€™ll think of you ever second. Theyâ€™ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. Theyâ€™ll wish they could die too. Theyâ€™ll want to give up, just to be with you. They wonâ€™t be ever be happy again. They wonâ€™t smile. They wonâ€™t go back to their daily routine. Theyâ€™ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. Theyâ€™ll think, but stay quiet. Theyâ€™ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long itâ€™s been, theyâ€™ll wake up to thinking theyâ€™ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know youâ€™re gone forever.Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. Itâ€™s supposed to be the other way around, but itâ€™s not. Theyâ€™ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their childâ€™s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didnâ€™t need you, or didnâ€™t care, are waiting in line to see you. They arenâ€™t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. Theyâ€™re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Donâ€™t you dare so no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, wonâ€™t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, wonâ€™t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, wonâ€™t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, wonâ€™t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, wonâ€™t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, wonâ€™t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didnâ€™t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that you didnâ€™t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.
Before you decide to take your life, think. Donâ€™t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No oneâ€™s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, wonâ€™t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but youâ€™ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.
If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:
My ask is open, and Iâ€™m always here. Iâ€™ll never judge you. Iâ€™ll try to help you.
Talk to me :/ if this makes you feel worse, please email me, im here and i CARE!! your a complete stranger but i care, and iâ€™ve been exactly where you are, reach out to me :3 Please donâ€™t give up hope
– I RECENTLY SAVED A YOUNG 32YR OLD WOMAN on here , and heres her story,
I can help and im here.. i never left her, and i’ll never leave you, no matter how many times you push me away, i’m always here!
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I LOVE YOU <3 please don’t give up