oopps forgot a line,
True my poem lacked some class,
But stick Effexor up your arse….
oopps forgot a line,
True my poem lacked some class,
But stick Effexor up your arse….
Stretch my neck, slit my wrist,
I need a new Pshyciatrist,
Prod my mind, push and pull,
Then charge me like a wounded bull,
In your office, i must slouch,
Cuz you ain’t got no fuckin couch,
Treat us like we’re all just dills,
Pump us up on more damn pills,
My next appointment, i’ll avoid,
You ain’t no fuckin Zigmund Freud…
She’ll paint a lovely picture
But this story has a twist
Her paint brush is a razor
Her canvas is her wrist
I think I’ll draw the same picture
The picture with a twist
I’ll draw mine with a blade
I’ll draw mine on my wrist
” you gotta curb the self loathing that you’re getting from smoking weed. people from all walks of life have been smoking weed since we mastered the use of fire. how do you think our brains evolved so much further than the rest of the beasts on this rock? hippy cavemen that experimented with psychedelics of course lol in all seriousness though, why do you see smoking marijuana in such a negative light? i know that society has deemed it wrong but where’s the logic in caring about societys opinion when you yourself are so fucking depressed and suicidal? i pity the people on […]
I feel like if I die, not enough people will get the chance to get to know me and see how attractive I am. What does this make me?
Hi just wondering has anyone else ever read about Silverbirch Teachings on humanity and found it helpful about life’s big questions, that pester us….. ?
Every year around this time I buy a bouquet of gerber daisies and one rose. I leave it on my best friend’s mother’s doorstep, but never ring the doorbell. It’s been 4 years since my friend killed herself. The guilt still tears me up inside. So when I walk to the place where she is buried, I write her a note and leave it next to her headstone. This year’s was different than the rest. It read “It should have been me. Maybe I should just join you so you’re no longer alone.”
IT DOESNT MATTER NOW.
Too often we don’t realize what we have until it’s gone.
Too often we’re too stubborn to say “Sorry I was wrong.”
Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts,
and we let the most foolish things tear us apart.
1,000 hearts that bleed red,
1,000 ‘i love you’s left unsaid,
1,000 tears that i have shed,
i wanna forget you,
but your whispers scream inside my head
I feel like the world is ending and I’m just sitting here, watching.
I tried to kill myself again. Didn’t work, again.
I feel like I have no future what so ever and never will. I can’t see myself getting married or having kids although maybe deep inside me I would want to.
I don’t understand what is wrong with me and why I’m like this. I’m just going through phases. One moment I am happy and full of energy and I’m overreacting with everything and then one little comment or action changes everything completely. I am depressed and all I can think about is […]
i’ve been depressed since i was 14, that was 8 years ago….im surprised i made it this far. when i was 15 i was just starting to get happy again and then i caught my brother spying through the crack under my bedroom door while i was undressed. for the next little bit that was the worst id ever been. i know its not as bad as other ppls stories but i was terrified of being raped by him every time i dressed, showed, or went to sleep everyday for the next 5 years until he moved out. i was already a little messed up […]
To the world that once existed, beyond the fingertips of a women’s hand upon a man’s shoulder. Beyond the crisp eyes of a child in the middle of a city, lost, cold, and unknown of their surroundings. I am writing to you because, I, myself, am lost; lost in a miserable state of mind trapped in your solid box that some may call their home. My life is without water; without moisture. I am in need of essence, reassurance, liveliness. I need the compassion that you solemnly lack. You, give me nothing but the desperate need for air. […]
I could almost kill myself out of happiness right now. I’m on the phone with her while she is going to sleep. This is how we used to always be when we were together. We were 1000 miles apart but we had such a strong bond. There were countless nights of me talking her to sleep and not hanging up until I knew she was asleep. We had a video chat that lasted 12 hours one time. God I love her so much and I dread the day that somebody else comes and takes these nights away from me. It’s just the fact that I […]
I don’t know how this could happen. This school year was the best I ever had. This summer was horrible. First I lose my boyfriend of 3 years. All because of some girl who I thought was my friend. I really did. Then I find this new guy who made me happy. HE told me he loved me then took it back. That night was the first night I cut myself. I had made a new friend a few towns away in February. He came to a school ceremony at school. A rumor got started that I slept with him. I didn’t though. My mom found […]
I just can’t seem to let the past go, even though I know I should.
I hate my father for things he has done years ago, even though now in the present he tries to get close to me. I just push him away, or give him one-word answers. It makes me feel like a horrible person because here I am with a father that loves me and yet I hate him.
I hate my ex-best friend for the mean things he has said to me, even after he apologized 28492741 times and even SAVED MY LIFE.
I still think about rude comments that random people have said […]
More shit hit tha fan and im being pushed to suicide, but how, how do i kill myself, itz not easy but i keep trying and will continue to do so, If you go through so much b.s and cant find a way to be happy, we have our choice to end our lives whenever we reach our points, ive tryed three times last month, im not scared of death, i just cant wait to go… i am still looking for new ways so i cant fuck up my own suicide again… damn..i know i have less then 4 months to live and i will […]
wow. i LOVE school finally! everyone is sooo nice. i have a lot more friends then i ever had. so school went perfectXD i get home :/ sister takes her frustation out on me..she got in yet again another arguement with her friends. then i get out to go babysit THANK GOD! i get home and shes more pissed she makes me clean her room…and cuz i didnt make her bed quick enough she slapped me really hard and it stang like a mothafucka then she decided shed punch me til i cried…then finally my dad screamed at her to go to bed…and he kicked […]
Realizing so slowly
That Angel is a mama’s boy…
A pretender
A user
A liar
Just like this one girl that I was best friends with
Its weird, cuz I never had notice it before
Until now.
All the memories
Have changed
The happy ending never there…
Everything has disappeared into thin air
but problem is now
I don’t care
Too me everything before
Never was meant
Everything that I dreamed about
Wasn’t real
Angel says he cares
But reality,
Just like the girl
Her mother said the same
Thankfully now
I know
No more hopes;
No more dreams
Not even a bit of light saved
Darkness
Covered once again
I have been
Killed
Returning with just broken wings
Only “her” memories have been restored
Angel was never mine to begin with.
All I could do is die
Tortured by all living souls
Fly away
With suffering pain
Fly […]
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