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I never realised how stupid I am..

October 14th, 2012 by michael93

I go on here to hear people’s stories. I try to comfort people I know personally who wish that they were dead just like me. I see news articles on cnn about a teen girl who killed herself because she couldn’t take it.. Hell, I’ve had friends and even a love in the past that had taken their own life..

 

And now I take a second to think.. Who the fuck am I to try to save a life.. when I can’t even save my own? I’m drinking tonight.

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24 Responses to “I never realised how stupid I am..”

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  1. Rain Alicia 10:24 pm on October 14th, 2012

    It takes alot to encourage people when you yourself arent. It takes strength…remember it takes strength.
    Please be safe.

  2. Bess 10:25 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Sounds like we’re in the same predicament.

  3. michael93 10:34 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Thank you Rain.. I will be.

    And Bess.. Damn, girl. I don’t even know what to say. I’ve only been alive for 20 years. And have hated the past 14 of them.

  4. Bess 10:39 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Well you’re not alone. My dad drank himself to death so I’m too afraid to drink outside of parties but I take my comfort in other drugs, and self harm. Not like thats any better! Hah. I think we need someone to talk to.

  5. michael93 10:42 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Bess… The pictures..

    When I click your name. Is that your torso..?

  6. Rain Alicia 10:42 pm on October 14th, 2012

    No seriously, be safe. Im drinking(just alittle) or so i thought i t was alittle and i stood up and almost cracked my head open on my dresser =/

  7. michael93 10:43 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Be careful Alicia :P

    Dressers tend to avenge themselves

  8. Rain Alicia 10:45 pm on October 14th, 2012

    True, considering i got angry and punched it a few days ago =/

  9. Bess 11:02 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Yes, it is. Why?

  10. michael93 11:08 pm on October 14th, 2012

    Doesn’t matter..

  11. Bess 11:14 pm on October 14th, 2012

    No, why? Do I know you or something? hahaha

  12. michael93 11:21 pm on October 14th, 2012

    No, you dont know me.. nor visa-versa.

    I just don’t like seeing you harm yourself. Your really young, and it doesn’t show your face. But it doesn’t take a genius to see that you’re a pretty girl..

    Then again I know how you feel. And I know I’m just “preaching” when I say that you’re better than that. In those pictures. A lot more than you’d ever know.

  13. Bess 11:21 pm on October 14th, 2012

    /: Do you have aim or something. I think I’d like to talk.. if you wouldn’t mind

  14. michael93 11:25 pm on October 14th, 2012

    I got an email for now :) Feel free to write me something?

    Michael.Walkup@hotmail .com

    (you can just copy and paste it.)

    :)

  15. michael93 11:29 pm on October 14th, 2012

    But yeah send me an email. If I don’t reply its because I’m heading home from work. But I’ll be up all night when I get home

  16. Bess 11:30 pm on October 14th, 2012

    yeah, alright.

  17. Bess 11:55 pm on October 14th, 2012

    says your email is invalid. add me, leequire@hotmail . com

  18. michael93 12:09 am on October 15th, 2012

    Hmmm it’s giving me the same error!!! Gah

  19. Bess 12:18 am on October 15th, 2012

    weird. i find Gmail to be more useful (:

  20. michael93 12:21 am on October 15th, 2012

    Well then, may I have your gmail? :)

  21. Bess 12:23 am on October 15th, 2012

    leequire@gmail.com :p

  22. Bess 4:20 pm on March 23rd, 2013

    can you please delete my comment with my email address in it and the one for hotmail..

  23. Bess 4:20 pm on March 23rd, 2013

    actually please delete all my comment if you can. please

  24. Sublimity 4:26 pm on March 23rd, 2013

    @ Bess

    contact admin

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