Losing him…

October 31st, 2012 by kmahon

A guy I dated way back in the day just killed himself the other night. It’s been so hard for me to accept, but at the same time I’m thinking he had the right idea. I’m tired of being in so much pain. I’ve been through so much in my life and every day just gets harder. Suicide is on my mind more than anything else. I just want the hurt to go away. This world’s too much.

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  1. It hurts right now…. but slowly the pain from you xbf’s death will fade. Talk to someone about it. You obviously have depression. I do, too. Talk to a therapist and see if you can get some medication for it. It really helps :)
    Stay strong <3

  2. I think shes been hurting since before his death, which only compounded her anguish. My best friend killed himself back in 2k2, as much as i miss him, it was a smart move on his part.

  3. I know many people that have killed themselves. Many of them the only people I could actually call my friends. It will pass. Pray for him tomorrow on All Souls Day. It helps you let go.

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